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blackmarket91

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iv been on methadone for 2 and ahalf years now and i have to get off this i was a professional athlete 3 years ago i quit due to depression and got hooked on methadone itself not other drugs anyways i started going to the clinic and i got up to 220 mgs for awhile i then got myself down to about 70 a day i cant live this way anymore i have 0 evergy gained 90 pounds i look like a slob and i feel so pathetic people talk so bad about me for what i use to be and what i look like now if i went into a good rehab for 30 days could i be off methadone? i need to get off this asap i cant wait awhole year tapering myself down 1 mg a week i was going 10 mgs every week to get myself down to 70 from 220 and i was fine
 
Your going to go through crazy withdrawal if you jump off that high of a dose. Most rehabs are not really equipped to deal with withdrawal that long and intense. If your going to do it I suggest a longer rehab then 30 days more like 60 or 90 that way you don't come home dope sick. I made the mistake of coming home dope sick after kicking Suboxone and I relapsed strait away. Not sleeping for a month has a tendency to break your will.

Good luck but I really suggest you taper to a lower dose before jumping
 
If I were you (which I'm not) I would get to a low does, somewhere along the lines of 5-10 mayyybe 15mg's and switch to kratom. I've heard horror stories about jumping off any dose of methadone as being awful. Kratom is so much milder in nature, and so are its WDs. Kratom doesn't make you sluggish either depending on the strain. There exists plenty of energetic strains.

Just something to look into.
 
There isn’t really a comfortable way of getting off methadone without a sustained, slow and gradual taper. For instance, I was on it for about 2.5 years, and I spent about 1.5 of those tapering from 90mg to 14mg before jumping off.

Why do you feel like you need to get off it ASAP? If it is just energy and whatnot, this doesn’t justify the extreme suffering you will experience detoxing from your current dose. Plus, if you continue to taper you will notice gaining more energy and motivation. The difference between 80mg and 60mg is significant, as is the difference between 60mg and 40mg, with the biggest difference happening around when I got to 30-20mg/day.

You really need to taper slowly though, lest you get too uncomfortable (far more so than you currently are). Right now you shouldn’t be tapering more than 10mg per week. Ideally you’d slow that down to 5mg per week to make it more comfortable. Some people find they need to taper 1mg/week, but I didn’t really find that necessary until I got around 30-40mg.

Let me emphasize, even with your current dose there are things you can do to increase your energy. For one thing, get enough rest, even if it is more than what might have been ideal without methadone. And try getting some exercise, try yoga, try xigong, all these practices will help increase energy over time.

In terms of getting totally off methadone, rehab is generally not ideal until you have already finished a taper to under 20mg. There are lots of medications that can be used to ease the transition. With the appropriate use of gabapentin, diazepam, clonidine, trazodone and buprenorphine for ten days (using codeine for three days to transition to the buprenorphine), I experienced very, very mild withdrawal (it wasn’t easy, but it was unlike any serious detox I’ve experienced in terms of manageability.

I cannot strongly recommend a proper slow taper though. Ideally you’d spent at least 12 months tapering to get off your current dose. If you do not complete a taper prior to cessation you are very likely to experience all the worst case scenario horror stories. Those are entirely avoidable with a proper taper.

The suffering involved in the current side effects of methadone you’re experience are absolutely nothing compared to the suffering you’ll encounter if you try detoxing directly from the dose you are currently on. Again, tapering is absolutely essential for success getting off methadone.

Kudos on your decision to get off opioids though! Just try and be smart and mature about it. If someone isn’t able to deal with a proper taper (which really isn’t that difficult), your chances of getting off methadone without seriously relapsing are very low. If your goal is to get off opioids, if you can’t deal with a taper it is unlikely you’ll be able to deal with abstinence from them right now.

Use your time tapering to get yourself in a healthier place. Establish a healthy routine. Find IRL professional support (psychiatrist who will help you as you’re coming off, a therapist, look into treatment for once you’re off methadone, etc) and look into other supportive communities (these can be anything you find supportive, doesn’t necessarily need to be explicitly recovery oriented as long as they have some kind of focus on health and wellness). Even though it’s rather a PITA in some regards, one of the best things about a taper is that it gives you the time necessary to establish the healthy habits that will better enable you to get and stay off opioids once that time comes.
 
yeah im gonna do a 3 month rehab do you think ill be fine within 3 months possibly

yeah that was my origional plan but tbh the rehabs also mostly due to so i cant relaps during it and the fact that i live all alone with nobody near me it would be so easy to relapse

its because im 26 and i only really have till 32 till i start to become older and out of my prime i dont wana wait 2 years now till i come off and ruined my career due to drugs its really getting to me iv gained so much weight as well due to methadone and sugar cravings and making me so tired all time ic ant ever work out

well tbh i got down to 40 mg a day but started feeling bad so i started to increase it a little more probably due to going down too early i went from 220 to like 40 10 mg every week till i started feeling bad so id take a lil more i wouldnt mind tapering slower if i had the energy to workout and train like i somewhat use to but i don't even going to check my mail is a task at times i feel like if i don't do the life task i should do right after i take my dose then its hard to do anything
 
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Depends on the rehab, but even then you’re still better off tapering as low as you can and then going in. I would not suggest going to a rehab that isn’t going to put you on buprenorphine to help you transition off the methadone, for at least 1-2 weeks.

It is possible to lose weight on methadone. It is just a matter or learning healthier nutritional and aerobic/exercise habits.

How would you say you spend most of your day while on methadone? Like in terms of activities? What is your diet like? How does the methadone make you feel subjectively speaking?

I’m going to move this to SL I think, so od->sl.
 
I understand where you are coming for op but your setting yourself up for failure. In fact most reputable rehabs won't even take someone on that high of a methadone dose. It's because it's actually medically dangerous to stop that high. It can cause death by dehydration, heart arithymia, ect. It's not a pretty thing. We just had someone with the same type attitude and determination as you get humbled by methodone withdrawal. It was brutal to hear someone go through such suffering and I was just reading her posts. I don't mean any of that to deny your ability to get off methadone I just want you to do it in a smart way. A 3 month taper is not a long time and even though it will be very uncomfortable it's vastly superior to just jumping off. If you down 10mg a week you can be in rehab in 3 months s roughly. That's not a big price to pay for a greatly enhanced chance of success.

Now the hard truth I feel compelled to discuss. Not just for you but those who read this later. Very few people are successful in the long term taking the route you propose. Most will relapse onto short acting opiates in order to escape the misery. We are talking 30-60 days of acute withdrawal followed by a year of PAWS that start out very intense. The statistic that stands out to me is that of people involuntarily tapered from methadone 90 percent are deceased within 3 years! That's the deadly reality we are dealing with. So don't take our caution as an insult we just want you to carefully consider the reality of what you propose.
 
i basically sit at home all day in bed tbh and dont do anything lol 3 days a week i train with a friend of mine but i cant do anything hard really atm i feel i have no testosterone


my brother thinks i should get on suboxone then slowly taper off that and it would be alot easier tog et off methadone he told me kratim didnt help him at all but im sure he didnt take the right kind
 
well then im gonna start going down 10 mg a week then or maybe 5 till i can get to 10 mg a day then ill try the rehab i called said u have to be lower than 120 for them to take anyone i found that to be weird missisisppi is a garbage place though they dont understand methadone at all since it only has basically 2 or 3 clinics in the whole state
 
well then im gonna start going down 10 mg a week then or maybe 5 till i can get to 10 mg a day then ill try the rehab i called said u have to be lower than 120 for them to take anyone i found that to be weird missisisppi is a garbage place though they dont understand methadone at all since it only has basically 2 or 3 clinics in the whole state
I would be weary of a local type rehab. I'm in Alabama so I know the mentality down here all too well. I suggest you scout places out west. I'm glad your going to taper that's a smart move. Just go down at a pace you are comfortable with it's not a Sprint it's a marathon. I don't think Suboxone is any easier to taper and switching is so difficult it's just not worth it imo. Kratom won't hold you after such a large habit either. So yeah a solid taper will give you your best shot at staying off.
 
so your saying kratom wont help me at all when i get off then huh? my mom was on methadone for 15 years and just got off early this year she was at 190 mg a day and got down to about 50 a day and switched to suboxone she said she felt fine but if suboxone isnt easier to kick than methadone then there is no point in switching over.

god youde think by 2017 they'd have medicines to help with withdraws or rehabs sensitive for methadone they have to realize how hard it is to get off of wtf?
 
so your saying kratom wont help me at all when i get off then huh? my mom was on methadone for 15 years and just got off early this year she was at 190 mg a day and got down to about 50 a day and switched to suboxone she said she felt fine but if suboxone isnt easier to kick than methadone then there is no point in switching over.

god youde think by 2017 they'd have medicines to help with withdraws or rehabs sensitive for methadone they have to realize how hard it is to get off of wtf?
I'm not saying kratom won't help at all. It just won't help as much as many people think. There are meds that can make it slightly better the key is the worse your withdrawal is the less they help. Comfort meds treat the peripheral symptoms not the root cause so there effectiveness is limited.

Rehabs are weary of methadone because the withdrawals last so long it puts a strain on there doctors and nurses. A heroin detox lasts 5 days whereas a methodone kick may last the entire 30 days of a rehab. During those 30 days the person requires way more personal attention from the med staff and the chance of complications is high. If you do go to rehab use extreme discretion. I would rule out any rehab that lacks an on-site detox as they won't have 24-7 access to nurses which I would say is a requirement for severe withdrawal. You also need to make sure they will be willing to give sedatives like Valium or phenobarbital. The best course of action is too find a highly acclaimed place then call and have a frank conversation with the facility director NOT THE SALES TEAM! The sales people will tell you whatever you need to hear to get you there and it's mostly bullshit. Even then you could get fucked because once your there your there and they will make it tough to leave generally.

Full disclamer I haven't fully kicked methadone but I have fully kicked Suboxone. Suboxone withdrawal lasted a month I didn't sleep for 3 weeks. I was a miserable person and because of that I got nothing out of the rehab program. Who can focus on group when your back is being squeezed in a vice?
The rehab lacked an on-site detox and did a poor job managing my withdrawal symptoms. I ended up suffering needlessly and relapsed soon as I got home 30 days later to stop the withdrawals. I used for 3 days then went back to college where I couldn't use and suffered another month before I got back on Suboxone. Overall it was an awful experience though partly my fault for not picking a reputable rehab. May I humbly suggest not going to South Florida.
 
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so your saying kratom wont help me at all when i get off then huh? my mom was on methadone for 15 years and just got off early this year she was at 190 mg a day and got down to about 50 a day and switched to suboxone she said she felt fine but if suboxone isnt easier to kick than methadone then there is no point in switching over.

god youde think by 2017 they'd have medicines to help with withdraws or rehabs sensitive for methadone they have to realize how hard it is to get off of wtf?

It would actually be a really good idea for you to get on buprenorphine. Whether it is just for the acute detox or for an extended taper of six months, it won’t be nearly as difficult to get off as where you’re at with methadone right now. It won’t provide the same relief from cravings methadone does, so that is something you’d maybe benefit with an extended treatment program with.

Nowadays they recommend people getting off methadone do an extended taper on buprenorphine. That is what the science now suggests at least. I wasn’t comfortable using buprenorphine for more than the acute withdrawal, but I also tapered methadone down to a low dose over almost two years before getting off. You won’t have had that experience, so an extended taper off buprenorphine is a good idea to at least consider. And, again, getting off that won’t be as difficult as you might think.

I don’t generally like the idea of long term inpatient rehab, as opposed to inpatient followed by an extensive IOP, but that’s really up to you. Long term rehab program are very difficult, and generally don’t do enough on their own when it comes to re-entry/aftercare. In fact they are notoriously unequaled for that stuff, which is why continued IOP support is so useful.
 
There are a few rehabs throughout the country that have detoxes that specifically deal with high dose methadone. I personally know of a handful that are licensed to distribute methadone during the detox process. That is super rare. I have seen a guy come off 350mg+ in 30 days. It wasn't pretty but he made it and he is still clean 4 years later. There are also select detoxes that will bombard someone on high dose methadone with a short actor for a week or more and then work on detoxing from the short actor. The benefit of being in a facility would be improved access to controlled comfort meds such as barbiturates.
 
I do have to say that the 5% abstinence rate statistic is fun to throw out. Statistics are a great way to win arguments, or buffalo people. The abstinence rate of a methadone program is 0% please don't forget that. 5% is literally infinitely better than that. So please talk about the other "difficulties" of abstinence rather than the one statistic that is infinitely superior to methadone's. The biggest "difficulty" is that many people just want to be high rather than clean. It is possible to be clean OP, no matter what the methadonians say.
 
I do have to say that the 5% abstinence rate statistic is fun to throw out. Statistics are a great way to win arguments, or buffalo people. The abstinence rate of a methadone program is 0% please don't forget that. 5% is literally infinitely better than that. So please talk about the other "difficulties" of abstinence rather than the one statistic that is infinitely superior to methadone's. The biggest "difficulty" is that many people just want to be high rather than clean. It is possible to be clean OP, no matter what the methadonians say.
So it's better for 95 percent of people to relapse on street drugs of unknown purity and high illegality then to stay on a regimented recovery program through a methadone clinic? Mmt doesn't get you high either for the record. Of course it's better if people could get completely off but the statistics pay out the risks very clearly rather you want to believe them or not. We don't want to "buffalo" anyone just present the full picture so they can make an informed choice.
 
so you believe people taking medication appropriate prescribe by a doctor under appropriate circumstances are not abstinent? I’m sorry but I have to call bullshit on some of your ideas. People don’t get on methadone because they want to use, they get on it because they want to get sober. Your mostly highlights your own ignorance about ORT.

Of course, if you define abstience as refraining from all mins altering substances, of course methadone precludes this. But so dose coffee, sugar, nicotine and sex, which are all regular components of most abstience only programs (sometimes perhaps not sex). But that is a rather dogmatic understanding of abstience. If it’s how you look at it for yourselves, more power to you. But that doesn’t mean it is that way for anyone else.

There are many degree of abstience besides, it isn’t even a black and white thing despite how some folks like to present it. It’s like that for people who benefit from that kind of opinion.

Just wanted to add, there are valid criticisms of the very low success rate of abstience only based treatment, but jdfisse didn’t even go three. Instead they went in the direction of person bias. That is okay, but it isn’t what BL is about.
 
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I make a post supporting an OP who wants to actually be clean and get lambasted by ORT lovers. People who want to be clean deserve support on this forum. Without fail someone chimes in with "Methadone may be right for you" or "suboxone may help there". You are sharing your experiences. Why can't I share mine? I have plenty of ORT experience. This isn't an ORT **** swinging contest so I won't even bother to go there. I have never had more trouble staying alert than when I was on high dose methadone. I have anisocoria from the bupe (along with having ridiculous amounts of vertigo for several months after being on it). See what differs between us is that unlike me, some of you cannot share on your experience with living long-term clean because you have no experience with it. I have PLENTY of experience with MAT. So carry on beating the drum for ORT and I will carry on attempting to support people who wish to be abstinent.
 
That’s nice. Please, share with me where anyone suggested that merely more ORT alone is the solution. I certainly haven’t been. But I have been arguing it is ideally a part of the solution. Otherwise it will just be part of the problem.

On a personal note, although I take great offense at the way you characterize my own process as somehow interior to your own, you don’t see me discrediting your own recovery. Whatever works works, after all. But what is likely to work for one person compared to another is another matter. There isn’t one solution for everyone here. The end goal for everyone might be abstience from harmful substance use, but we all enter this process at whatever stage we are at as individuals developing according to unique sets of conditions and predispositions. Although I don’t want to antagonize you, I think it is telling that one of us is getting defensive about this discussion, and the other isn’t.

We give the advice we do because this isn’t an abstience only forum. The reality of the medical literature is that ORT program are simply more effective than abstience only programs. The best programs are interdisciplinary, including pharmacotherapy (which may or may not involve ORT), individual therapy (using modern modalities like motivational interviewing, CBT, trauma therapy, etc), group process/therapy, educational programs and auxiliary peer support (which may include recovery oriented groups, but is not limited to them) Most rehabs are weighted far on the site of group therapy and peer support. Why? Economics. Most treatment centers are for profit, with a programme influenced heavy on the side of maintaining profitability. This isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but there is no legitimate reason treatment should cost tens of thousands of dollars for one to two months, except for the fact that they are in an incredibly powerful position to exploit the generally uneducated fears of the public under the war on drugs when it comes to “drug abuse” and “addiction.” The most popular mentality among recovery groups and professionals alike still involved a “tough love” approach, despite the fact that there is no actual need for this past the fact it is what our society knows best. It is impossible to talk about addiction or substance use disorder treatment without divorcing them from their context, and that context is one where drug use is almost exclusively treated as a public safety and not a public health issue. Until we are able to make progress on the public health front and reframe substance use disorder away from the ideology of substance abuse and substance use as merely a matter of “hijacking” the brain, it is almost guaranteed truly effective programs of treatment will remain elusive or reserved only for those with the financial means to pay for them.

Now, in terms of this specific case, do although you say you have a lot of experience with ORT, you don’t seem to realize the difficulty involved in transitioning off a high dose of methadone. Yes it can be done in a short period of time, especially without the use of something like buprenorphine to transition them off, they will experience severe discomfort. No amount of group therapy or meetings will be able to remove this suffering alone. I’m not saying they aren’t helpful, just that they aren’t enough to avoid profound discomfort. For some people, discomfort can be a useful motivational force. However, extreme discomfort also is associated with relapse. It is release that is, if at all possible, best avoided. That isn’t to say it generally isn’t part of the process, just that if it can be avoided the recovery process is generally more manageable. .

Another reality is that, IME, someone who is unwilling to engage in a proper taper is unlikely to simply walk away from ORT. This stuff is serious medication, and nothing to be taken lightly. It can be extremely useful when used properly, but trying to kick a 70mg methadone dependency by just using a program that doesn’t take the progress that has been made in addiction science and medicine more generally, especially in terms of neuropsychopharmacotherapy and behaviorist science, is setting the client up for failure.

What we are suggesting is this I think:
  1. Taper down to a more reasonable dose before seeking out further treatment (actually the best option would be to seek other treatment WHILE tapering, but for a variety or reasons many treatment providers will not accept patients on ORT, especially methadone, for rather arbitrary reasons most of the time).
  2. Use appropriate medications to facilitate the detox and early recovery process to help prevent relapse and support the client bouncing back from a lapse instead of allowing it to devolve into a full fledged relapse. To some degree this will almost certainly mean some amount of buprenorphine.
  3. Utilize whatever behavioral treatment is available, such as going into an inpatient program, at the very least just for the detox, but ideally for one to three months. The program should be interdisciplinary and provide a range of modalities (at a minimum, process groups, education, peer support, CBT, motivational interviewing and trauma therapy - this is an ideal, but for the most part there are lots of programs that provide such a range of services).
  4. Follow inpatient therapy with outpatient therapy for a period of time to be addressed on an ongoing basis while appropriate support systems are being utilized, such as weekly (once to twice a week) individual therapy and regular meetings wth a psychiatrist and general practitioner, as well as any other specialist that is necessarily based on client need.

You notice we are NOT suggesting ORT is merely the solution. It is part of the solution in this case, if for not other reason than it has already become such as the OP is already in methadone as ORT. I have no interest in emulating your dogma. I’d rather support people figure things out on their own, what is right for them, and encourage authenticity, self determination and self actualization. Recovery is first and foremost a developmental process.

You are professionally connected to an abstience only based treatment program, if I remember correctly? That is where I seen your vested interests laying.

What I take issue with you above post is presenting ORT as an inherently inferior treatment. For some people, it isn’t the right decision for sure. But for others (many many others, far more than currently have safe access to it), ORT is essential to their process. You’re arguing that there is one approach to addiction (embodied by the abstience only ideology) that is right for everyone. I’m arguing that it is a very personal, individual process, and that different modalities will be appropriate for different people in different situations. You’re arguing from the perspective of a drugs warrior, even if you aren’t aware of it. I’m arguing from a public health perspective.

Please note, I’m not saying abstience isn’t the goal. But if the OP isn’t using a certainty drug, they are practicing abstience from that drug. I don’t care is someone is practicing total, complete and black and white abstience just as long as they are making progress moving beyond harmful behavioral patterns. All I ask is progress, not perfections. Oh, the irony!

We have more in common than you might realize jd. It is just that we different in terms of one key fundamental aspect of recovery. I see recovery from the lense of the rainbow of options available, where as you see it more narrowly through your own personal experience with it. Or that is at least how you come off in post like these. Some of your earlier posts recently have been very supportive, very even minded, very on point. But I have no time for abstience only propaganda that argues ORT (or even psychiatric medication) somehow disqualified someone from meaningful recovery or sobriety. That is simply not accurate. For some people, like I said it, it isn’t appropriate. But that isn’t an issue related to anything inherent to the pharmacotherapy. It is an issue of someone being mismatched with a treatment modality for whatever reason.

There are A LOT of options out there. Often I feel like the most challenging aspect of quality treatment is primarily a matter of triage, with an individual being mismatched with a particular treatment or getting funneled into a treatment that is narrow minded and too black and white.

If more inpatient treatment providers offered more quality support with the range of options that are available instead of what you generally see (an over emphasis on group therapy and peer support and underemphasis on other modalities), you hear me recommending it faaaaaaaar more than I currently do. But that was what I was saying earlier in this post: until we are able to treat drug use as primarily a health issue as opposed to a criminal matter, I don’t see much changing in that regard.

We love the voice for abstience in SL, and you’ve provided some great contributions along those lines. However, recovery is about more than abstience. If that were the case, people would just stop using drugs and they’d be fine. But the reality is far messier and more nuanced. The actual drug use is almost always connected with other issues. Otherwise it wouldn’t be accurately characterized as substance use disorder (which defines all this in terms of more than just whether someone is using or not).

Within the recovery industry, when it comes to abuse more harm has been done to drug users through the ideology of there being some best solution for everyone and that having options available to the patient provided in a client-centered fashion is just going to lead the client to continue fucking themselves up than any other perspective that I am aware of.

Reread cj’s last post. We strive to present the range of options available for treatment and recovery. You see it as problematic as suggesting ORT could be part of the solution, so it doesn’t surprise me that anywhere we offer it as an option for someone you take issue. It seems to be part of your worldview, and you are hardly unique in that regard. Sometimes I feel kinda like that perspective is the pimple on the ass of time when it comes to recovery support.
 
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