regression

[Shuddr2Think]

once again my eyes need time to readjust
a minute to conform to the lack of light
in my life
routine boredom
and a lack of challenge
and i remember why i miss you.
and as always
you manage to choose your time so perfectly
to enter and disappear so quickly
timed to the second
of when i thought i was over you
and with a few words unspoken
again
i am reeling
hanging on to every bit
as if it would be the last
before you bow out
and the world seems a bit darker
from your absence
i thought i was over it
i thought this all made sense
and yet somehow this all seems familiar
miles away and you still make me insane
i resent you only because i love you
and lost that bet with myself
i promised i wouldn't look back with regret
and all i can see behind me
is unspoken and unheard by both sides
but its my turn to be bigger now
and i am not so afraid of the consequences
because i have moved on
maybe not as far as i need to be
but enough to see that there is
some light in my future
sleeping down the street
and unaware of the madness you have created
in me.

 

[goodnitestar]

loved this, to familiar , all to close to my heart, and you know every time is another battle fighting for the one you know you love, and when the hour comes for that satisfaction of a closer view, put down the glasses and hide your skin, for paper thin cuts hurt like sharp stabs when the nights through, and the silence takes only a moment to forget you ...

 

[Sara Tonin]

Very nice.

 

[Angelight]

love it