I have been doing mdma for 15 years on and off...I've been lucky enough to enjoy pink callis, doves, snowballs, cherries, and beautiful crystal, however. So, after not having bought anything for about 6 months, I went about buying my own personal supply for the summer..I liek to get a few practice nights in ;-) before summer gets here. The trouble was that I no longer had an easy contact. After a long long time of asking around, a friend said they's found someone who could sort me out with a bag of pills. So, I bought them...they arrived and I looked at them and looked at them...yes, they were white, round pills with a diamond stamp on them, but they didn't look like the pills I have known through the years - the were perfect, hard and glossy, so i licked on...it was fizzy and citrusy - like a refresher, what the hell was this? So, I did some internet research and found that I'd been a twat. I couldn't believe what I was reading about these piperazines. It seems that I've missed a revolution while my back was turned and that the whole of the UK has become an mdma free zone. WTF? The best of it is, the suppliers really believes that these things are the real deal - even doing them themselves. I ended up flushing the whole lot down the toilet.
So, is it true, has mdma gone for good? I'm gutted, it's my only vice and it's been taken away from me. Why is everywhere flooded with the pip and bzp crap? Is it easier/cheaper for the dealers to produce because the ingredients aren't actually illegal? I know I sound paranoid, but I did wonder if the government had flooded the market with this crap to try to kill it. Please tell me it's not all gone. I live for the summer and festivals. I know it sounds pathetic, (especially at my age)...but it actually makes me want to cry to think that I'll never spend another evening with mandy.