Think I might pick up 20 of them vallies myself actually as I'm going in during the week to get my dreads back which wont be possible to do sober or else I'll have a fucking panic attack. Alas its a good 5/6 hour job so I wont be able to leg it to the jacks and hide...though I may be able to slip out intermittently for a few lines. Yer mans just after picking up a new batch (which I hope isnt cut with the same as the last as it turns my stomach, something I really dont need at all right now). If they're blues take one if you're unsure, but if you can handle the one then take two and that should compliment the gear nicely - what I do myself is I have a drink or two before I start my tray (usually while waiting for the delivery) and then by the time I have my first line the booze has kicked in and the gear goes down very nice I must say.
now you have a bit of a problem whit it . I remember you saying you don't get sick it didn't take to long man...
YAY!!! My test was negative for opiates to-day! I hadn't used for 9 days so i was fairly sure it would be negative, but in the past even the weakest of gear has stayed in my system for up to 11 days! So i was glad that it was negative!
So i celebrated by scoring! & headed over to South Dublin to score, i got gear that sounds similar to what some others have been scoring, its the frosty gear. It burns ok, but as the beetle hardens it gets a frosty coating over it. It wasn't any better or worse then what i've been scoring all along, its just still crappy drought gear! I got 1gram, if it had been any good i would have got more & stocked up for xmass day, but i think i'll hang on & hope something better comes along!
I don't know which was better? Was last xmass better when i couldn't score any gear at all coz there was nothing about? Or is this year better were the gear is weak but at least i can score? Ummmm.... i don't know which is worse/better?
I was talking to a girl i know to-day, she isn't on methadone so she has been scoring through-out the whole drought, i have to wonder if after a year & 2 months of using the crap gear over here has she got much of an addiction anymore? I mean if she gave up now surly her withdrawals wouldn't be as bad as if she'd been using proper heroin all along?
Anyway she has a 30year habit so she has an endless list of dealers in her phone, she was telling me that a lot of dealers in Dublin are getting the weak gear that we have over here & then they are cutting it with something that they get out of the Hemp shop. Apparently there is some stuff that is sold in Hemp shops that is a powder that looks exactly like heroin, she said its only €3 for & big bag & it runs on foil when mixed with heroin. She said that it doesn't run all that well but it does run. She wasn't sure what the powder is or whats its meant to be used for, but she said she was in a dealers house & she saw him using it & apparently he said everyone is cutting gear with it? I wonder what this powder is & what is it supposed to be for? Its amazing & sickening to think of all the crap they are putting into the gear, what am i spending my hard earned cash on? I wish i was a scientist so i could test the gear over here to find out what the hell is in it? One things i know for sure there is very little heroin in it!!! Ugh.... nearly xmass, blagh! 8(
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I've not had a script throughout the drought either. Never have had one. But i've gotta agree, the rattles from months and months of using this average gear are a pisstake. I can take 50mg of meth first day and then last 24hrs then next day or two take nothing with only mild discomfort/lack of sleep. It's ridiculous. Compared to when was getting good gear and 2/3 weeks of daily use i'd be vomitting/shitting all over the place for days on end
. So when my grafting ran dry i'd plan it so I bought 100/200ml meth use that for 2/3 days no more, then feel perfectly fine. Honestly don't get why meth is scripted for long enough to get addicted. If you use it just for 3 days and stop you feel fine. Gear is out your system and not been on it long enough to get addicted to meth.
Aye that's always what i've wanted to avoid. Heard too many horror stories of meth withdrawls. But managed through drought just barely, was having to use at least £100 a-day, probably could of got by on half that, but inner addict and all that
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.I am on a script, i'm on 60mls a day, don't know how i'd have got through the drought without it?
It must have been hard for you through out the drought without a script Cbroxide, but in saying that methadone is worse then heroin, the withdrawals from methadone are so much worse then heroin withdrawals, so if you can manage without a script then do! Otherwise you'll end up with two addictions! Good luck either-way!
