oh man! am so disillusioned with this whole gear situ, am disillusioned to fuck, it's all just so fkn unreliable.
I don't want a full time habit again, don't want to go back to that, just want things to get back to normal, so i know it's at least there if i want it. anyone wanting to do gear every now and again, (that's if you're lucky enough to get decent like) like once/twice a week or even o fortnight, just be very careful, as you know how quick it is to get a habit, sneaks up on you like a ninja. unless you're not bothere about getting a habit then that's fine, but if you are bothered i wouldn't recommend every now and again use, unless you have subs or meth to fall back on, and even then that can be a bit iffy. that's my experience anyway, have used the excuse 'just one bag won't do any harm' then you know how the restn pans out, especially with no script to fall back on. if you have a script to fall back on, that's not as bad. just me 2 pence worth
man's just been round with a tester, well bugger me i aint got that much willpower to refuse free drugs, free delivery to the house as well!
anyway, will stop rambling on and try a boot, will report back if it's worth it, but not getting my hopes up too much

(just trying to undo the knot on the bag, why the feck do they have to tie them with such tiny knots? dammit!