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smackcraft said:
if u mean with the gear its piss poor, last time i got from a guy that usually has good stuff it was really bad shit and from what i hear nothing has changed
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Same over here man it's fucked up going on 5 months now wtf like would just like a rush and a good guff
 
griffin79 said:
How you ructions hope your well ,getting tester 2moro i bet i won't even get a rush off it that's what i think is missing but that's just me ya talk soon keep well ya
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Hi Griffin :) That is EXACTLY what i think aswell!!!!! The gear is totally missing the rush!!! Any of the stuff i got looked perfect on the foil, but the only buzz i get is a bit of a nod & a sleepy feeling, to me its feels like the buzz is coming from tablets that the gear is cut with, its strange because any day that i score i make sure not to take my methadone & the gear does hold me, so it must be some sort of opiates in it! I guess that there is some heroin in it, just not very much!! & the gears not good!! :\

It seems like Ireland is flooded with the same stuff everywhere!! I have my fingers crossed for you that your tester is good!!!! It has to get good at some stage!!! Doesn't it? I keep hoping that i can get a bit of gear before its been cut down to nothing, so maybe you'll be lucky!!! Please keep me posted on what its like.

Its nearly two weeks since i have scored, & before that i was only scoring once a week coz the gear is bad, at least i've saved a few bob!! But i'm going mad for a bit!!! At least i can give another clean in the clinic tomorrow!!

Methadone & weight loss.....???

Its weird, in the last 5 months since i haven't been able to score i have lost so SO much weight!! I thought that i would have got my appetite back by now!!! I had an good appetite while i was using, but since i haven't been using i can go days without eating, i'm just never hungry. But then i end up getting really weak!! I thought that i was going to faint in work to-day. I drink LOADS of energy drinks, but i just can't get myself back eating!!!

Has this happened to anyone else? The methadone must be causing it, but when i was using meth & gear together i was fine, i would eat every day!! I managed to hide my addiction from my family for all these years, & Now when i actually stop using, i've got my Mother freaking out & worrying coz i've lost so much weight! She knows that there is something up with me, i have never ever been this skinny before!! Maybe i should talk to my Doctor about it when i'm in the clinic tomorrow? I feel that if i had some gear i would be much healthier! I know that sounds stupid but my health seems so much worse in the last 5 months! I can go days with out eating & i don't even realize what i've done untill i'm just about to faint, then i have another red bull & i'm grand again! But i'm getting worried coz i've lost too much weight at this stage, i look sick & i've big black circles under my eyes. & its not just my Mother that has noticed, its friends & people in work aswell. I wish i could get my appetite back!!!!!!!!! :(
 
smackcraft said:
most people i know on meth goes the other way with weight

as soon as i went on my script i put on a shit load of weight
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FFS! Why do i have to do everything backwards!!! It was the same years ago when i went on the Pill, normally girls put on weight when they go on the pill, but weirdly i lost weight?! The pill always kept me slim & trim!! But now i'm skinny & i don't like that! & I don't like the way my Mother & my friends keep asking me about it, with that concerned look on their faces! & i feel weak all the time aswell. Its time that i coped on & spoke to my Doctor, i'll have a chat with him tomorrow!!

Or maybe i'm love sick, i miss proper gear & i'm pineing for it so much that i can't eat........? Eh.....? Or maybe not, i think that lack of food is starting to effect my brain now, coz i'm talking crap!! so i'm going to shut up & go asleep!! I have to be up for work in less then 5 hours, yet i'm sitting up in bed typing on my lap-top!!! Early start tomorrow= Hassle!!! Nitey-nite all!!! :)
 
ructions said:
FFS! Why do i have to do everything backwards!!! It was the same years ago when i went on the Pill, normally girls put on weight when they go on the pill, but weirdly i lost weight?! The pill always kept me slim & trim!! But now i'm skinny & i don't like that! & I don't like the way my Mother & my friends keep asking me about it, with that concerned look on their faces! & i feel weak all the time aswell. Its time that i coped on & spoke to my Doctor, i'll have a chat with him tomorrow!!

Or maybe i'm love sick, i miss proper gear & i'm pineing for it so much that i can't eat........? Eh.....? Or maybe not, i think that lack of food is starting to effect my brain now, coz i'm talking crap!! so i'm going to shut up & go asleep!! I have to be up for work in less then 5 hours, yet i'm sitting up in bed typing on my lap-top!!! Early start tomorrow= Hassle!!! Nitey-nite all!!! :)
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Well ructions tell your ma your back on the pill will that work lol
 
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FFS! Why do i have to do everything backwards!!! It was the same years ago when i went on the Pill, normally girls put on weight when they go on the pill, but weirdly i lost weight?! The pill always kept me slim & trim!! But now i'm skinny & i don't like that! & I don't like the way my Mother & my friends keep asking me about it, with that concerned look on their faces! & i feel weak all the time aswell. Its time that i coped on & spoke to my Doctor, i'll have a chat with him tomorrow!!

Or maybe i'm love sick, i miss proper gear & i'm pineing for it so much that i can't eat........? Eh.....? Or maybe not, i think that lack of food is starting to effect my brain now, coz i'm talking crap!! so i'm going to shut up & go asleep!! I have to be up for work in less then 5 hours, yet i'm sitting up in bed typing on my lap-top!!! Early start tomorrow= Hassle!!! Nitey-nite all!!! :)
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hey i did say most there are the few people i see that dont blow up like a balloon believe id rather i was one of them how ever i am not sure of their use of other drugs on top of the methadone

But its better if it concerns u that much that u do get it checked anyway
 
weight loss and the green juice

yeeeeesssss!!!! i lost loads and loads and loads of weight thru dec and jan, i really couldnt eat, but another wierd thing about drinking the juice is that i start taking sugar in my tea, when i smoke gear i dont like sugar in my tea.

its mad, coz i was training this evening and the girls were saying that id lost loads of weight, i have put some back on now, but really i couldnt eat thru dec, and well, i been gettin decentish gear for a bit, and my appetite has been sound

for a while the only thing i could eat was cheese n onion crisp sarnies, and banans and custard.... i wish i coud ve got prescribed them fortisips, but i know of peopel who sell them , so i think ill buy some off them


but yer so right, i mean, about the pining for gear, and feeling love sick over the gear, i was ready for any old thing to fill the place in me opiate receptors way back when this drought started, (if ya get me ruct ;)) absolutely crazy i was, i mean there was other stuff going on, work, my son, his stupid "dad" and his nasty girlfirend, but its mad, coz i was keeping on top of all the shite, the gear was helping me get thru it all and keep going , 2 jobs the lot..... im going back to work next week after 3 months off, its mad, coz i was going from one job to another, no time to bless meself and all that (but always tiem to wait for a dealer!!)



oh on topic...........i bought 2 bags off 2 different people ( didnt want too , but im stoopid, coz i owed them money for subs, and felt rude not buying),, and the were both shite, 1 a lil bit better than the other........ so i m not gettin fromthem agian, im glad, coz theyre a mission..... the one person with good delivers to me door so that is sweet, but crazy, it really aint over...... 8)
 
oh, and another thing (soz blokeys!!!) periods are meant to stop with the gear, mine never did, a bit irregular and that, but always there, but guess what, with the drought, my periods stopped, and then when i got regular gear, come back, see the weight loss thing, its mad, coz they always go on about gear stopping ye from eating,
 
This whole thread helps me to stay clean, just reading it reminds me why I can't deal with that shit any more!

I still reckon a shot of decent gear would have me walking that path again! Think I'll just stay away
 
fair play to ya acid tek, it was working for me for a while, but i do just love it, it has so helped me regain/ realise that im a sane person too, it has been brilliant ooohhhhh sammy g i could are there any favours ye need doin seein as im so greatful, or has spadey boy got in there 1st ( iam half ginga)

(hay monsta, im not showin favouritism, jest that sammy g advertises that hes open to all sorts a suggestions!!)
 
doesnt surprise me at all about you putting sugar in your tea , methadone and heroin provoke a crazy urge for sugary things

When ever my mum buys anything sweet its gone within a matter of hours cos i just cant control the urges to eat that

The amount of cups of tea with large heaped spoons of sugar i go through a day is nuts, my sister thinks im addicted to the caffine when all i really want is the sugar

When i was on the gear all i would eat was magnum ice lollies every day or chocolates but for some reason i managed to loose weight while on the gear but after the swap to the meth i started putting on the beef big time , i used to be a pretty good loooking cunt but i lost confidence cos of puttin weight on, i fuckin hate it

Weight loss was actually my fav side effect of being on gear at one point
 
When I came off gear I put some serious weight on! It's taken me four months of healthy diet and exercise to lose two and a half stone! Drugs fuck up you metobolism!
 
ive been a stupid bugger, i have sat around the house for the past year doing fuck all, i could of used that time to get fit

ive started going walks again which is better than nothing i spose
 
smackcraft said:
most people i know on meth goes the other way with weight

as soon as i went on my script i put on a shit load of weight
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same with me!! although I gave up smoking as well which makes a lot of people gain weight, I put on 2 stone, but my weight as stopped the same once Id been on the script about 6 months and after giving up the fags!
 
oh god yeah stopping smoking will do that

i was going to stop smoking but my GP said bad idea while still on methadone and to wait a while
 
Current Situation

well the gear situation is pretty much the same here as to last time I was one here...been getting 6-7/10 gear of a source but Ive cut my use down to just at most twice a week, mainly at weekends when im off work, Most other dealers have the same weak 4-5/10 crap or worse...I cant be arsed racing around looking for decent gear so I just dont bother with it!! this is good cos ive started to reduce my script slowly these last 2 months, so the drought as been a blesing in disguise really....Most dealers here are starting to push crack more than before, because I think most people are starting to not bother with the dark anymore especially the ones with scripts!! Also I been saving a lot of money by not using, for the first time in ages I still got money at end of month and Im not having to lend till payday etc etc...Ive been the one lending cash to other people!!
 
smackcraft said:
oh god yeah stopping smoking will do that

i was going to stop smoking but my GP said bad idea while still on methadone and to wait a while
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Really?? well I havent smoked now since end of 2007, my weight has steadied now but if I dont keep a check on what I eat or start drinking (booze) a lot i can shoot up another stone really easy! The good thing is Im 6ft4 so I can carry the weightr withought lookintg too fat!
 
yeah he said i was setting my self up for a relapse by quitting the gear and fags at the same time

kind of pissed me off cos i only so often get the urge to stop and every time i do something stops me from stopping .. now i am happy to keep smoking which aint good
 
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