well, brum still the same, some ok , some good to ok, and some probably bash bash bash..... dealer short changed me today, i just wanted the 1 bag, gave him 20, and he gave me 9 change, cant believe i fell for it 8)
on another note, theres some odd odd people out there, this bloke i know, and have done for a while turned up wanting to share a bag with me

shock horror, normally the other way round, turning up, wanting me to buy a bag to share with him....... so i smoke the bag with him, he passes the tube after hed done half, and i did it and then bare backed the 2nd tube......well , geezer cunted me right off for not being "real" and how dare i , at least now he knows what cunt i am.... but bfore that he was basically going on about what a great person i am and all that....geezer is just wierd with issues, and i fear jealousy over the fact that i look fter my own habit
and on another note, i think im truly bored of it, beenthinking about how little progress my life has made, and all the shite ive put up with from people while i been on the gear, coz it keeps me quiet (see, im not just talkin bout the dodgy peeps i know coz of gear, im talkin work, family and the lot) its kind of cut me tongue out, and in the winter, i did get my confidence right back, albeit a bit quickly for me to handle, which is one of the reasons i came crashing down so fast a few months back...... but yeh, coz i got a well paid job and a habit and a kind heart (or the idiot gene) , ive haad a fair few latchers,
but any way, its never to late to change and repaint yer canvas.... had so much couldve said to said bloke, but fella is so predictable in his "youre wrong, im right, i have good intentions, s therefore i am good " yeh right, "if i had a milllion punds id donate it to the cats" or whatever... that was it , he said "if someone came to yer door to cave yer head in i wouldnt stand by and watch it happen" now for a while he's tried to give this protector thing over me, so i said " well, the chances of someone coming to do that are very slim, and the number of people that wouldnt let it happen are very high" to this he took offence........
im sorry, well im not sorry, but really, it does my head people who try to make ya feel like you owe them because "if you ever had trouble blah blah blah" see, im not a trouble maker, there we go, theres a break form sam and blondin

but this bloke, he just does keep coming round, talking me up, and then sulking when i tell him the truth