kasperBoy
Bluelighter
repetative fights,
painlessly stripping my inner self,
and my only beliefs.
smaller and smaller with each degrading comment,
i crawl farther back into this hole i dug myself.
i turn my drunken eyes to that which only stings them,
and burns them like the fury inside.
my tears temporarily release the sadness,
until it all comes back again.
that which i run to over again,
beleiving it's ok to,
but it has to get better than what it is,
because it's hard to believe it could really get worse.
painlessly stripping my inner self,
and my only beliefs.
smaller and smaller with each degrading comment,
i crawl farther back into this hole i dug myself.
i turn my drunken eyes to that which only stings them,
and burns them like the fury inside.
my tears temporarily release the sadness,
until it all comes back again.
that which i run to over again,
beleiving it's ok to,
but it has to get better than what it is,
because it's hard to believe it could really get worse.
