Squeaks
Bluelighter
Red Headed Sluts
R is for the RANDOMNESS of tonight
E is for EVERY time I decide to do this to myself
A is for being the ALCOHOLIC that I am
D is for the immenent DEATH that I am causing myself
H is for the HURT that I go through for no reason
E is for EVERY time I try to change my life
A is for ANY means I try to escape this world
D is for the DEATH I feel I have already experienced
E is for EVERY-TIME I try to change my life
D is for the DESPAIR that comes to me knowing that things cant be changed
S is for the SURREAL- way of life through my eyes
L is for the LAST time I put myself through this torture
U is for the UNITY I see in my real friends
T is for the TOGETHERNESS we share
S is for the SADNESS thst I cant express my feelings unless I am under the influence!
To all my friends real or fake... I love you all.... If any drug was my worst enemy it would have to be alchohol because it opens my eyes on how depressing I can see life...... I guess thats why I am allways Mr. Happy-go-lucky(if you have ever met me you would see me this way).....
Its not some fake thing I pull over peoples eyes... I just truly feel you should be happy and alchohol sometimes makes me see reality which I totally am not ready to see yet.
[ 10 August 2002: Message edited by: Squeaks ]
R is for the RANDOMNESS of tonight
E is for EVERY time I decide to do this to myself
A is for being the ALCOHOLIC that I am
D is for the immenent DEATH that I am causing myself
H is for the HURT that I go through for no reason
E is for EVERY time I try to change my life
A is for ANY means I try to escape this world
D is for the DEATH I feel I have already experienced
E is for EVERY-TIME I try to change my life
D is for the DESPAIR that comes to me knowing that things cant be changed
S is for the SURREAL- way of life through my eyes
L is for the LAST time I put myself through this torture
U is for the UNITY I see in my real friends
T is for the TOGETHERNESS we share
S is for the SADNESS thst I cant express my feelings unless I am under the influence!
To all my friends real or fake... I love you all.... If any drug was my worst enemy it would have to be alchohol because it opens my eyes on how depressing I can see life...... I guess thats why I am allways Mr. Happy-go-lucky(if you have ever met me you would see me this way).....
Its not some fake thing I pull over peoples eyes... I just truly feel you should be happy and alchohol sometimes makes me see reality which I totally am not ready to see yet.
[ 10 August 2002: Message edited by: Squeaks ]
