fortitude147
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- Dec 30, 2025
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Hey everyone, I wasn’t planning on doing this but I need some advice. My dumbass decided to jump from weed to meth. i happened to get some extremely pure shit otherwise i wouldn’t have done it. not that that’s much of an excuse for how much i ended up dosing.
about 3-4 days ago i decided to plug it, me not knowing any of the dosage i went off of feeling. before i realized it half of the gram bag was gone. due to this guy including extra on other supplies i dont know if i plugged between 200-600mg. after doing a lot of paranoid research i realized exactly why this was a stupid idea (this was not obvious to me at the time apparently). the first day i barely felt it, and every night since then i get about 1.5x higher than the previous night.
honestly, i think that the paranoia has been fucking me up. because after reading overdose reports it seems like as long as i don’t relapse im good. i don’t feel good about taking it which should hopefully stop me completely. i also took magnesium to help with my pupils and it’s been doing an amazing job.
my biggest issue is this. i went behind my girlfriends back to do this too. and now im trying to do damage control without her ever finding out. if she knew what i did or how good it felt it would be a curse for her whole life. she also has expressed interest for drugs to be an end of life goal and not something for our younger years.
so pretty much, what are my withdrawals going to be like (i think im fully coming down tonight or tomorrow) and is there any chance i can put this behind me? and is there anything else i missed. thank you so much.
about 3-4 days ago i decided to plug it, me not knowing any of the dosage i went off of feeling. before i realized it half of the gram bag was gone. due to this guy including extra on other supplies i dont know if i plugged between 200-600mg. after doing a lot of paranoid research i realized exactly why this was a stupid idea (this was not obvious to me at the time apparently). the first day i barely felt it, and every night since then i get about 1.5x higher than the previous night.
honestly, i think that the paranoia has been fucking me up. because after reading overdose reports it seems like as long as i don’t relapse im good. i don’t feel good about taking it which should hopefully stop me completely. i also took magnesium to help with my pupils and it’s been doing an amazing job.
my biggest issue is this. i went behind my girlfriends back to do this too. and now im trying to do damage control without her ever finding out. if she knew what i did or how good it felt it would be a curse for her whole life. she also has expressed interest for drugs to be an end of life goal and not something for our younger years.
so pretty much, what are my withdrawals going to be like (i think im fully coming down tonight or tomorrow) and is there any chance i can put this behind me? and is there anything else i missed. thank you so much.
