Snakevillon
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 20, 2013
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I respect your opinion but disagree
Best advice by far.Don't take any. Put them in the bin.
Hopefully OP will check in. His posts are unsettling to me. It's great that he is here for information but obviously we can only do so much in terms of harm reduction for him.
Poor kid havnt read his thread but sounds like hes in my old stupid kind of mindset luckily I try to be a lot safer with drugs now I hope he sorts himself out as its retarded to od on drugs sure it might make you feel like your cool and hard but it really just makes you look like an idiot and your just wasting perfectly good highs and torturing yourself and how long will it be until you land yourself in a mental hospital or even worse a coffin?doing this every day I doubt you will last a yearGUYS! Were gonna have to do some serious Harm Reduction here. You guys remember the SPED class and the kids on the short bus in high school.This poor lost kid is MR Front seat short bus himself and he missed his stop by 3 counties. I caught his cry for help last night so i looked at his profile.. this dude is actually heading to the graveyard if he isnt already there. AND man somebody needs to be firm and explain a few things. ( Actually LISTEN up kid ) Im sure your a great kid you just have to stop being a sketch bag and get your crap together. You have to realize what your doing and you need to do it now. This adderall your over abusing and constantly going in severe paranoia is NOT normal.
Your gonna have to choose if you wanna live past your 20th birthday or keep lying and blaming your parents and your brother for your severe chemical dependence. Your mom has every right to spy on you because she knows what your up to and shes doing it because she loves and cares about you. But your so far gone abusing your drugs that you scare the living crap out of her. Your gonna have to face it. Your uncontrollably angry because of the amphetamines and your parents are afraid your going to hurt them.
Just like that police officer that arrested you. HE knows better than to hurt a harmless kid. You made a fist out of aggressive rage, but didnt have the balls to tell the truth again. But reading your message that you advertised to COMPLETE strangers for attention over the INTERNET for someone to feel sorry for you because your stuck in your little lala methamphetamine dream world, where everything goes the way you want because your brain thinks itll be ok because its set to survival mode so it protects itself from brain damage. In all honesty you probably have a couple of weeks left before you drop down and start foaming out of the mouth. And ive seen it before. You came to the right website to hear REAL drug induced horror stories. I just hope to god you dont have a stash of adderall somewhere so you can access it because i think its time to GROW the hell up and give those pills to your father. The part im worried about is the 250mg or grams of "powered" xanax you have from a reliable source. Well guess what Xanax doesnt come in powder and finding your moms stash of pills and crushing them up does NOT count as a reliable source. They could be expired and mixing uppers and downers is a death sentence. You know when people die from drugs and you hear it on tv. IT actually happens believe it or not. and most of them go by "accidental overdose" aka. mixing drugs.
So if you want to change and start repairing your bridges with "real" people around you. your going to have to throw the xanax away. This stuff is NOT a game. Drugs are NOT cool. And hearing it from a website with a drug user telling you this MUST mean your doing something wrong. The only reason im telling you this is because one of my friends just died from Benzos and an undeveloped selfish kid that HAS NO clue what hes getting into because he thinks its a game and the drugs make you feel invincible cant be any more wrong that that statement right there. If your doing 10mg of xanax at one time.. SOMETHING is watching over you. Because taking that after a 3 day bender to get some sleep can KILL you. If you take my message as a threat then just know that i tried to help. You should honestly tell your parents you need help and everything will work itself out to normal faster than you think. And if you choose drugs because your a weakling and let some stimulants ruin your families life, then just know that she tried to help you but you scared her too much because being a liar and telling people on the internet how many pills you can do without eating or going for a piss is the least impressive thing ive ever seen. And ive seen a lot of low lives at their finest.
Dont act on impulse.. take a methamphetamine minute have a shower and calm down and think things through. If your too afraid to talk to your parents. Make a friend on here and im sure some good hearted person will call them for you and you wont even get in ANY trouble. AND one more word of great news. IM also on adderall and that stuff makes me NON talkative and non impulse driven for concentration so YOUR CURED. And i know you already know all of this Good Luck and i hope this turns out good. or im calling dr. phil lol