TheHolyRedCow
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hi.
so my parents found out some ketamine and amohetamine i used as comfort meds going through my withdrawals.
i dont need them anymore since I went to a psychstrist and i have 1 x 300mg pregabalin 2 x 10 diazepam, 3 x 0.15mg clonidine and 200mg seroquel for sleep.
I was also prescribed cipralex but dont take it.
Now this is the best i have been in the last 3 years but for them was a shock. I told them the truth about my opioid addiction but still, first it was hard for them to believe me, second, how would be best for them or me to deal with this situation. They love me very much but they come from a completely different world then me and they were raised different.
I was an addict since around 13 years old and used substances recreationally almost my entire life but i only really had issues with weed for around 10 years and opiods for around 3 years.
And another question, how can i study on this medication? I cant get pharmaceutical grade amphetamine since i wasnt diagnosed with adhd before turning 18(i know stupid law)
i also take the following supplements: Tyrosine, lions mane, B complex, ginger root, ashwwaganda, coenzima Q10, omega 3, rhodiola(3%rosavins, 1% salidrosides), vitamin C. All this during the day.
To be honest I think speed willl help me a lot with studying on this medication but if it s not prescribed by doctors they wont approve.
so: Fanily members are hurt, confused and anger since they dont understand that addiction is a disease and honestly what they found out were only comfort meds in the latter stages of my recovery but it doesnt matter to them. How to approach the situation and how to make them basically not be hurt but supportive
2) How to be able to study complex things on this medication(still going through withdrawals at the moment)
3) How can i change their state of mind/behaviour(which is conpletly justified but it pushes me towards relapsing)
I understand is hard for them to realise their soon was dependent on substances for most of his life and that he ll be an addicted all life. I am going to SMART meeting though
so my parents found out some ketamine and amohetamine i used as comfort meds going through my withdrawals.
i dont need them anymore since I went to a psychstrist and i have 1 x 300mg pregabalin 2 x 10 diazepam, 3 x 0.15mg clonidine and 200mg seroquel for sleep.
I was also prescribed cipralex but dont take it.
Now this is the best i have been in the last 3 years but for them was a shock. I told them the truth about my opioid addiction but still, first it was hard for them to believe me, second, how would be best for them or me to deal with this situation. They love me very much but they come from a completely different world then me and they were raised different.
I was an addict since around 13 years old and used substances recreationally almost my entire life but i only really had issues with weed for around 10 years and opiods for around 3 years.
And another question, how can i study on this medication? I cant get pharmaceutical grade amphetamine since i wasnt diagnosed with adhd before turning 18(i know stupid law)
i also take the following supplements: Tyrosine, lions mane, B complex, ginger root, ashwwaganda, coenzima Q10, omega 3, rhodiola(3%rosavins, 1% salidrosides), vitamin C. All this during the day.
To be honest I think speed willl help me a lot with studying on this medication but if it s not prescribed by doctors they wont approve.
so: Fanily members are hurt, confused and anger since they dont understand that addiction is a disease and honestly what they found out were only comfort meds in the latter stages of my recovery but it doesnt matter to them. How to approach the situation and how to make them basically not be hurt but supportive
2) How to be able to study complex things on this medication(still going through withdrawals at the moment)
3) How can i change their state of mind/behaviour(which is conpletly justified but it pushes me towards relapsing)
I understand is hard for them to realise their soon was dependent on substances for most of his life and that he ll be an addicted all life. I am going to SMART meeting though
