Really Really Bad Trip (LSD+Cubensis)

[Sadlysergic]

I'm wondering anybodies opinion on if LSD is most likely going to contribute to continued or worsening the trauma from unrelated things or, drug/trip (including lsd) related things. Or is it more likely that LSD will aid in the healing process from the trauma and not have a huge risk of adverse affects related to the trauma. Specifically I had what could be summed up as a "horrible" trip on two tabs of claimed 100-125ug tabs (I'd estimate closer to 90-100ug on average for these tabs) mixed with 1-3.2 gs of high quality penis envy cubensis. This trip ended up being very traumatic. Some of the things that happened were very embarrassing and I ended up having so much dysphoria during the come up that I had to go to people almost completely inexperienced with psychedelics for help. And... I basically subconsciously refused to tell them it was psychedelics so they assumed I was having an actual overdose. Long story short I had interactions with law enforcement and ended up staying the night in the hospital. Live through what could best be described as multiple lifetimes as a schizophrenic being reborn and then going through intense pain over and over again during just a 30 minute hospital ride. Also had some basically blackouts and complete ego losses at many points where I became very scared and maybe had entered moments of psychosis but I'm not really sure. I basically think I'm "fine" now and not "fried" in basically anyway but I do definitely have trauma from this trip. I have had many symptoms of PTSD from unrelated things in my past confirmed by a psychologist also but a big majority of that issue has been resolved. Thank you for any insight, thoughts, or personal experiences!

P.S sorry this was kinda like a rant and maybe not written well, respond for clarification etc.

 

[deficiT]

There's no way to really tell if psychedelic use will be helpful or harmful for you. I've had horrible trips before, and have continued on to have trips that can only be described as amazing. I've had way more good trips than bad trips.

Your best bet if you want to trip is just make sure you're in a safe environment with people you trust. Perfect your surroundings and do things you enjoy.

Psychedelics are fickle and they can be scary and uncomfortable at times. But I've personally found that I've had more pro's than con's with tripping. It's different for everybody.

 

[SineWaveSoldier]

What made you want to eat shrooms on acid? Also if you really lost your shit how can you estimate the doses on the acid? It sounds like everything was too much for you.

I have never wanted to mix lsd and mushrooms. They just don't sound like something that is a good idea to mix and I have mixed a shitload of dissociatives, entheogens, and hallucinogens.

I'm guessing you are kind of new at this and hear people mixing mushrooms or lsd with Molly or dmt or something and thought why not...

If you are going to do anything else wait several months from this event. Don't go into it in a bad head space.

You have to have patience and let it flow through you. When you trip so hard you lose touch with reality and black out you know you just went to hard and didn't know what you were in for. Especially when you barely come up or just start to come up and re dose. That's a terrible idea. Its how people get hit by cars and jump out of windows. Wait a few hours between or better yet don't redose until you have tripped 100 times.

Hallucinogens can be good therapeutically but you have to have strong will. Not only strong will but a certain attitude that you bought the ticket and you are going to calmly finish the ride.

 

[railroadbridgesession]

I wigged out Jedi flipping (edit I mean SOUL BOMBING lol no mdma) it was kinda a slap in the face waking dream trance and could be seen as very traumatic but it was such clean stuff it was like floating on a magic carpet despite how bugged out I was in public hope you heal will chant a shamanic prayer