Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
When he said he'd take care of me
I felt relieved
He scares me but still i need him
He locks me away deep inside a dark room
The only sound i hear is his voice, his promise
I'll take care of you
I havn't left this room in weeks
I'm powerless to his promise
As if im being controlled unconsciously
But i know he manipulates me
And it's okay
Im trapped but there is a door
I run to it half stumbling
trying to open it, but its locked
He hasnt been here for days
I sit curled in a ball, crying, swearing
If i ever get out ill kill him
the lock turns
The door opens
With all my rage i run to him
he turns to me a blank look on his face
still i run
The rage building
Building so thick i could stab him with it
I leap, knocking him down
I raise my fear and aggression, the sum of my hatred, high above my head
I thrust downwards towards him, but stop.....
looking into his eyes
I see myself
and cry
not for the pain but the memory of who i use to be
-phil-
I felt relieved
He scares me but still i need him
He locks me away deep inside a dark room
The only sound i hear is his voice, his promise
I'll take care of you
I havn't left this room in weeks
I'm powerless to his promise
As if im being controlled unconsciously
But i know he manipulates me
And it's okay
Im trapped but there is a door
I run to it half stumbling
trying to open it, but its locked
He hasnt been here for days
I sit curled in a ball, crying, swearing
If i ever get out ill kill him
the lock turns
The door opens
With all my rage i run to him
he turns to me a blank look on his face
still i run
The rage building
Building so thick i could stab him with it
I leap, knocking him down
I raise my fear and aggression, the sum of my hatred, high above my head
I thrust downwards towards him, but stop.....
looking into his eyes
I see myself
and cry
not for the pain but the memory of who i use to be
-phil-
