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I am doing a detox as soon as the weather starts getting a bit colder, love rattling in the cold. I have a slight problem regarding my sleep problems and supposed mental health problems: I only sleep 2-4 hours as it is and am still up for nights on end, detox makes this so much worse and I will admit I am a manic problem to society when I go beyond night 3 and shit starts to get demonic, I must not get sectioned as I doubt it would be a short stay. Anyway I need to be able to knock myself out at least every other night. I was on benzos for a decade and have been off them the past 2 years bar a couple of dabbles but do take zopiclone and pregablin daily. Most RC benzos I tried I need large amounts and don't want to self medicate if possible so what can I ask my worker for that will pack a sufficient punch considering I am coming off a 13 year opiate replacement script and I cant sleep as it is, any suggestions? They said they will give me something but don't want my drug seeker status reinforced although that makes no sense as I am getting OFF all their meds but you know they are like. I got lodas of zopiclone but they don't work as it is so I need something that will pack a punch. I can get non legit Mexican flunitrazepam but it looks like something that someone would make a home, I don't rate them. One worry is reactivating that Gaba spark and for it for turn to the full flame addiction. What is the most potent downer I can ask the services for and for how long can I take them before my habit goes back to how it was? If they get the anti allergy tablets out then I will self medicate but want to avoid that. I am not putting myself, family and other people at risk just because they are tight and paranoid at the services, saying that they gave me Butrans paches which is never done over here for opiate therapy so they might help. Hoping this will be it this time. Been on a script at 18 and I am 32 now, this detox must work.
Input would be safeways, cheers in advance Trancepants.
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Input would be safeways, cheers in advance Trancepants.
The future of Music depends on it (well my music) Check de link and add my band page on Facebook if ya dig, search 'SYM Djz' or Soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/darkinthepark or the other account https://soundcloud.com/thosedamnbrothers. At one point I had a fair few offers in the pipeline, nothing major but I was unable to commit so I hoping post detox I will straight back on this thing. Here is a easy listening Ditty for your audio pleasure from yours truly: https://soundcloud.com/darkinthepark/moby-go-expand-remix-renatus and here is some for those earning just their Trancepants. https://soundcloud.com/darkinthepark/human-progression-renatus-charlie-chaplin-hardtrance
