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Greenlighter
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- Jun 12, 2012
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I wouldn't like to be the guy the authorities/"victim"s family come looking for when someone overdoses or has a psychotic episode after taking something they haven't researched (no pun intended%)) properly.
Are you learning about this stuff to help your ex as well as yourself?
Oh, yeah. There's more awful to this story than I can totally touch upon, but shady doesn't entirely cover it. One kid, who was living with my ex, nineteen, full ride to a great college, etc...well, he developed psychosis and ended up in the psyche ward. This was a month ago. He still hasn't come back from it. His parents had to drive up from out of state to take him home...I don't know exactly if/when he will be okay.
This is where my paranoia really started to get the better of me.
And I know this dude...I lived with him for two years. I'm not trying to learn to help him out. He's a dangerous person.
However, I have friends, and roommates who are all, "Oh there's acid going around", and because there hasn't been a reliable source in these parts for a long time, and now things are resurfacing, I get the impression that this is where its coming from. And its a small enough place that the likelihood is high.
So telling other people that things may not be as they seem, seems like something that I should do when they bring it up. Or they could end up like kid above.
And keeping myself informed and safe is the utmost importance. I like my hallucinagens three or four times a year, with the fourth of July being a big one, Halloween and New Year's. Generally not more than that, though on occasion I have done them more than that. For some reason, this is very important to me...like, its ritual or something, and I can't totally explain that, either.
But I don't want to take an unknown, in an unknown quantity, with unknown effects. And because its happened, and because I know it came from my ex, I don't trust anything going around. But the heart wants what the heart wants, and the 4th is coming up.
So doing a little research seems smart. And finding a more reliable source seems smarter. And knowing what the hell I'm putting into my body, where it came from, and that it is what its being sold as, seems like the safest bet of all. So if I do a little reading, and happen to become interested in something down the line, then I'll have the information to make that decision. It was just where to even start doing that reading/learning, because like I said, it all just seemed like numbers and letters with no coherency.
But this thread was really helpful in that. And the people who replied were pretty informative as to which direction to look. And this reply was way longer than I intended.
