rape

[star*]

Sitting there
On the couch
In my own house
Safe and secure right?
I felt your hand
Under the dooner
Moving closer towards me
Sliding up my leg
I havent shaved my legs
So young and naive
You took advantage of vunerability
Each inch getting closer
To what would in the end
Break me
You looked at me
A wry grin on your face
"Dont worry"
"Just relax"
Relax?!
What the fuck?!
Get your hands off me
Frozen with fear
It seemed all internal instincts
Had vanished
Abandoning me
I was alone
With this man
This predator
Scum
Why is this happening?
What have i done?
Pushing yourself onto me
By now it was clear
You had control
In my own fucking home?!
Dad, where are you?
Please come downstairs
Who is this?!
Get your fucking hands off me
You sick perverted prick!
Holding me tightly
Restricting me
Abusing me
Hand covering my face
Pressure building
Silent screams
Tears welling
Pain overwhelming
Is this what love is?
Your face im disgusted by
I cant even look
I close my eyes
Please hurry up
Let this be over
Crying for an angel
Praying to be heard
It hurts
Please...
Get off me
I said no
Didnt you hear me?!

 

[Shoelace]

That was..quite powerful.
Rape songs/poems/stories allways seem to cut deep with me.
That touched me star.

 

[x eNiGmA kiD x]

I'm not trying to say I'm one of the lucky ones, that didn't grew up with any harm, not even a drunken mother/father. but I suffer so much knowing that this type of abuse happens, specially to the innocent... it happened to my bstfriend by his uncle, his fathers brother, in his own room... these things hurt me so deep, but who am I... there will be a final judging, GOD will do his part...