mini sari
Bluelighter
I'm trapped within a never ending darkness
without the convience of my sanity to hold me up
I feel my world slowly closing in on me with each breath that I take in
I feel each person who says they love me, Mock me within their minds
They hold their true selves in plastic bottles and cover it with a glimmering mask
My heart is played with as if it is a glass doll
Played with constantly, Then dropped before my once innocent eyes
Leaving me alone to collect the thousands of shattered parts
And I once again see another childhood dream fade away into the mists of yesterday
As my bleeding hearty begins to scab over I pick it away
Just to see the blood flow over my dusty shirt
To see the pain that this horrid world
It's horrid people
It's horrid ways
Have brought onto me.
On days that I feel beautiful they throw a mirror to my hands
I gaze within this looking glass and see the ugliness shine thru
My once pure heart, My old self, My shimmer has faded away
To a dark, Chaotic, Dull, Closed down, Walled up exsistance.
I have been disowned by everythign I love
Leaving me to fend for my own, Alone in the darkness of my lonley soul
Crying out for the attention and affection of random strangers with hope
That someone out there would posibally give me something as little as a hug
How can one break down the brick walls that cover them from foot to the highest skies
When thy know the ways of this tragicly pathetic world?
What WOULDN'T I give just to have a moment where I can rise high
And watch those who have caused me harm fall into the oblivion that they have forced me into
without the convience of my sanity to hold me up
I feel my world slowly closing in on me with each breath that I take in
I feel each person who says they love me, Mock me within their minds
They hold their true selves in plastic bottles and cover it with a glimmering mask
My heart is played with as if it is a glass doll
Played with constantly, Then dropped before my once innocent eyes
Leaving me alone to collect the thousands of shattered parts
And I once again see another childhood dream fade away into the mists of yesterday
As my bleeding hearty begins to scab over I pick it away
Just to see the blood flow over my dusty shirt
To see the pain that this horrid world
It's horrid people
It's horrid ways
Have brought onto me.
On days that I feel beautiful they throw a mirror to my hands
I gaze within this looking glass and see the ugliness shine thru
My once pure heart, My old self, My shimmer has faded away
To a dark, Chaotic, Dull, Closed down, Walled up exsistance.
I have been disowned by everythign I love
Leaving me to fend for my own, Alone in the darkness of my lonley soul
Crying out for the attention and affection of random strangers with hope
That someone out there would posibally give me something as little as a hug
How can one break down the brick walls that cover them from foot to the highest skies
When thy know the ways of this tragicly pathetic world?
What WOULDN'T I give just to have a moment where I can rise high
And watch those who have caused me harm fall into the oblivion that they have forced me into
