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Random MSN Gibberings XCVI - A bit of Neil Diamond as well I reckon

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Haha! On you go! Bullet just now, sounds good! Sorry if the first bit was in bad taste, it's kind of why I retracted it.

I'm sat listening to Robbie tanking fosters just ate 4 msjs......eternity!
 
Fight or flight Rockstar.

Fighting is getting out of bed when you dont want to.. and that builds muscle.

Flight is hiding under the quilt and locking the world and the stress thats going down out.

Actually the fighting part is probably taxing your adrenal gland if your'e using drugs to get out and function atm.

Maybe ( and suggesting this for myself too) if you can do a few constructive things while you are on the valium* or whatever to try to change you're situation in some way. Even if its writing a plan of action, while youre feeling positive, to escape your current pressure. Then enjoy your buzz. It might change the whole loop of taking drugs/feeling shit/taking drugs adinfinatum cycle.

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
Albert Einstein

*if you choose to take it
 
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Mate you need to get the sort've girl that does those drug binges with ya. Means she has no need to worry and pills/getting fucked is way better with a bit of empathy.

Had some nice Xanax today off a kind friend unexpectedly. Had about 3mg and had a wee beer there, how sensitive is xanax with alcohol. I ate dinner just a wee bit after banging the last 2mg, wouldn't mind another few beers but don't wanna be blacking out or feeling shite tomorrow?
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Nah buddy I honestly don't that's the thing. I'm way past doing pills, meph when I'm drunk is a regrettable experiance everytime, coke only ever gets bought when I'm already being a drunken idiot. Only drugs I can really be arsed with are new ones that aren't stims or ketamine, even then K I won't buy much cos I know I'm a fiend and it fucks stuff up.

She's total cool with me being a liability, useless bastard, cheeky. The whole lot, just not when I make promises and don't keep them. I def want her, no two ways about that one but when we met I was feeling the absolute fucking boy. Patter was off the hook, gyming it to death, working hard. I had alot going on, all good. Now all I've got going on is disaster after disaster. The first step is definately the gym, after that the rest will follow suit.

Xanax is rubbish no disrespect. Just pure amnesia for me. Worse still with drink, you'll wake up feeling fine, unlike with diaz I suppose. I've eaten a ridiculous amount of msjs in the past few days. Funny thing is 4 of them just now did more than twice that did without a few beers. alcohol must really potentiate the benzos!

Is anyone on for coming on tinychat? I've deleted facebook so could use some BL banter!
 
rockstar 69 said:
Haha! On you go! Bullet just now, sounds good! Sorry if the first bit was in bad taste, it's kind of why I retracted it.

I'm sat listening to Robbie tanking fosters just ate 4 msjs......eternity!
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Do folk actually drink Fosters ? n if so do why i ask ?
nasty shite maybe the worst deffo top 5 shitest booze even kuffing Carlsberg is better .

Oh yeah
Did any of you lot no that Speacial Brew was brewed for Winston Churchill ?

Tis a fact the Danes asked how they could thank us after WW2 n old Winston asked them to brew a strong Hoppy Beer .

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Special Brew was originally brewed by the Danes for Winston Churchill. His visit to Copenhagen in 1950 was commemorated with a 'special' brew produced in his honour. Originally called V-øllet (V-Beer), the drink followed the Danish tradition of producing a new beer to celebrate outstanding events such as a royal occasion or European coronation. Churchill's favourite drink was cognac, so in brewing him a commemorative beer, the brewers at Carlsberg created a stronger lager with cognac flavours among its tasing notes.

At Christmas in 1952 Special Brew was launched throughout Denmark, and has been available in the UK since the '70's. Special Brew is a full bodied, fruity tasting, strong lager with a good clean bitterness.
 
Cheap and the local shop charges extortionate prices for decent booze. FFS buckie is £14 a bottle!
 
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Nah buddy I honestly don't that's the thing. I'm way past doing pills, meph when I'm drunk is a regrettable experiance everytime, coke only ever gets bought when I'm already being a drunken idiot. Only drugs I can really be arsed with are new ones that aren't stims or ketamine, even then K I won't buy much cos I know I'm a fiend and it fucks stuff up.

She's total cool with me being a liability, useless bastard, cheeky. The whole lot, just not when I make promises and don't keep them.
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I'm the same mate not a big fan of the xanax so trying to mix a few beers to get where I want. Gonah just go for another anyway here lol. I'm on TinyChat here already no craic from anyone.
 
well that's good. I don't want to harp on but a clear(ish) head is probably your best friend when the shit hits the fan.
 
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Cheap and the local shop charges extortionate prices for decent booze. FFS buckie is £14 a bottle!
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what sort of fukin shop is it cor blimey .
I woulda thought that Bukie would be reasonable up your way.

But Fosters is just i not even worth buying might as well get a soft drink like.


it doesn't taste's nice n it will only make you go to the Piss never get you pissed
 
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Had some nice Xanax today off a kind friend unexpectedly. Had about 3mg and had a wee beer there, how sensitive is xanax with alcohol. I ate dinner just a wee bit after banging the last 2mg, wouldn't mind another few beers but don't wanna be blacking out or feeling shite tomorrow?
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Xannies with booze = blackout country.

Just ease up on the booze and fuck off the xanax till you need it, Xanax-fiending is so easy, but so embarrasing in terms of its consequences.
 
No sorry yellow I was behind catching up with posts I'll reply now, gives a sec, I'm on vals and fosters so it may take a second. I'll edit this after.

Fight or flight Rockstar.

Fighting is getting out of bed when you dont want to.. and that builds muscle.

Flight is hiding under the quilt and locking the world and the stress thats going down out.

Actually the fighting part is probably taxing your adrenal gland if your'e using drugs to get out and function atm.

Maybe ( and suggesting this for myself too) if you can do a few constructive things while you are on the valium* or whatever to try to change you're situation in some way. Even if its writing a plan of action, while youre feeling positive, to escape your current pressure. Then enjoy your buzz. It might change the whole loop of taking drugs/feeling shit/taking drugs adinfinatum cycle.

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
Albert Einstein

*if you choose to take it
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aye well you are right. but sometimes it's just easier to bury your head in the sand. Know what I mean? It's not even intentional, I had the best intentions but couldnt sleep. Ate about some blues woke up at 3pm, need to be at gym early for it to work, get back on song.

I do want her, she's actually out running just now cos she thinks I think she's fat cos I called her podgers haha, she's not at all either, curvy, like a woman should be.

The main problem is I aint feeling too positive infact I've pied the gym, eaten 1 meal all day, deleted facebook, and had a text off best mate to say he tried to top himself. Tricky one. What I'm doing right now is playing every inspiring song I can think of to make me change my ways and give me a bit of hope, smash in these fosters and a few more msjs tonight then that's it if I don't pull it together tomorrow I'm a whitey!

Sorry for late reply, benzos, beer, etc ;)
 
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Aye (anti HR rant) one time I had oxys (no tollerance) I did 8 x 2mg onex bars of xanax and 100mg oxy over the day. Fuck knows how I'm still here. Stupid though, kept on going with pishy wee redoses rather than a reasonable dose and leave it if you's know what I mean?
 
when i done those 17 i 'd been drinkin all day with mugz n Cherry n then me n Mugz wen off to me pals n I.med a vial of k random as fuk it was .
I remember Mugz asking me how far Bristol temple Meads was from the Bus station ( quite far on foot ) think he wanted to go home at the time but i know he was glad he stayed.
 
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