good evening to you all, hope everythings all good,
in one of those full on "Wtf am i doing with my life, everything is going around in circles, repetitive bullshit, pointless, whats the point, cant be assed anymore, blah blah" kinda pessimistic reflective on everything bad headspace/moods, been on and off for weeks, n then annoyed at myself for being pessimistic, and around in a circle we go, proper kinda comedowney negativeness, except im not on a comedown, need to snap out of this crap. a good DMT trip would set me right. urgh i shouldnt even be typing this bollocks, just need to clear my head... dunno how to these days apart from getting off my face, booze always clears my head n makes everything right. good job i keep it to only the weekends