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Random MSN Gibberings LXXXXI: Homing in on the scent of Shambles

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just noticed the matrix and facejacker is on. aint seen the matrix in f-ing years. might warrent a line of K to compliment it
 
ColtDan said:
just noticed the matrix and facejacker is on. aint seen the matrix in f-ing years. might warrent a line of K to compliment it
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also, facejacker guy is insanely hawt ...
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Waj: We'll blow something up.
Omar: What we gonna blow up Waj?
Waj: Internet
 
parttime crackhead said:
An apparent Banksy my mate spotted recently in San Fransisco

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The photo was taken on a shitty iPhone though so I can't read it. I can make out "If at first you don't succeed..." but can't tell what the last line is.
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Call an air strike. =D
 
Good night beloved EADD.

I've opped 5mg etizolam. I'm looking forward to my imminent unconsciousness :)
 
I've such head fry that I'm going on a week of nothing. There will most likely be alcohol involved, but I will be trying to cut down my activity here. Not sure if it's ever been a problem for anyone else but I've realized drugs themselves are taking over my routine/mindset far too much for me to enjoy. It's irritating how I can happily sit and talk about my drug experiences and the various drugs for hours, but not much else, solely due to heavy drug use - and nothing else, in recent years.

I'm just hoping a detox breathes a bit of fresh air into thing, I'm not addicted to any substance in particular. But at the moment I'm having a real struggle being sober and not just thinking about drugs repeatedly in general. While many may not think this is a bad thing, I find it particularly worrying coupled with a shit load of recent anxiety. So a break is needed I think. :)

Any advice is appreciated, I'll be fucking off from the Internet and trying to see a different scene and explore. It's unfortunate that so many things I used to enjoy without drugs I now require a drug to enjoy (unless in the company of others). I can't even watch TV/Films anymore. Completely burnt out with life and sobriety and the 'spark/light/whatever' needs to come back sooner than later.

So this is my last few posts for a few days, or so everyone who does this says. Diazepam are probably the worst thing you can ever take in this mindset despite what people believe. I'm ignorant for ignoring the advice of others and have eaten much too many in recent days also. I hope their half life doesn't fuck this up, last time I did this a few months it became anxiety attacks until I got that evening beer and then I just ended up getting plastered despite hating alcohol. I'll be in a complete drug - bar alcohol, free environment. Afterwards a trip to the GP rather than rainbow land for once I think.
 
It's a difficult rut to get out of SK, and I wish you all the best. Unfortunately people's drug use and the underlying reasons are a highly personal thing, so it's difficult to offer any 'advice' as such, but you seem to be determined and your plan to take a complete sabbatical is a good one. Hope things turn out for the best. :)

Sounds windy and horrible outside, so it might be a trenchcoat day. Just as I'd started getting into the skinny jacket vibe. Ah well.

Merry Wednesday to one and all.
 
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