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Random MSN Gibberings LXXVII: If that's a come-on then I'm unimpressed

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Yeah man me too, but i dont think i want a life without it, i mean i love the stuff, i would quit everything else in a heartbeat if it meant a steady supply for life ;) i dont like it being the centre of my life either but i would rather it be weed then beer or coke!.. i wonder what life would have been like had i just said no...:P
 
I don't want a life without it either. I feel like it's the drug for me, if you get what I mean. I pretty much have knocked all other drugs on the head, apart from the occasional sesh on something a bit 'harder'. I'm glad I said yes, just because I couldn't stand to be one of those people that says no. I'd be trapped in ignorance like a few people I know. If you really want to torment yourself work out how much you've spent on drugs since your journey started lol. I was reading an article yesterday that said you can pick up a very large quantity of hash in Nepal for $100, if only my health would permit me to go there and spend my days living up in the mountains with a chillum and my 5 year supply.
 
Got some DMT here that's been sitting for months and I know the longer I wait the more it will degrade. I think I've enough here for atleast a good 45mg dose, possibly more as it's completely eyeballed. Contemplating doing it today in hope for a breakthrough, just not sure if I'm in the mindset for it yet but considering just going for it. :)
 
Got some DMT here that's been sitting for months and I know the longer I wait the more it will degrade. I think I've enough here for atleast a good 45mg dose, possibly more as it's completely eyeballed. Contemplating doing it today in hope for a breakthrough, just not sure if I'm in the mindset for it yet but considering just going for it. :)

Sounds fun :D Can't you keep it in the freezer? I presume it would barely degrade in there.
 
I don't want a life without it either. I feel like it's the drug for me, if you get what I mean. I pretty much have knocked all other drugs on the head, apart from the occasional sesh on something a bit 'harder'. I'm glad I said yes, just because I couldn't stand to be one of those people that says no. I'd be trapped in ignorance like a few people I know. If you really want to torment yourself work out how much you've spent on drugs since your journey started lol. I was reading an article yesterday that said you can pick up a very large quantity of hash in Nepal for $100, if only my health would permit me to go there and spend my days living up in the mountains with a chillum and my 5 year supply.

Ahh what a life that would be! only problem is i wouldn't do anything productive ever again!
 
I don't consider weed/hash to be a "drug" as such, yeah, I know it is....but you know what I mean.

I smoke 24/7 and have done for over 20 years.

It's not often these days I get stoned but i feel off kilter without it.

It doesn't affect my day to day life in a way that other "drugs", alcohol, speed, coke etc have done and would do if I used them to the same extent. I do my (ridiculously simple) job, hardly ever take a sicky, keep me house clean and tidy, do the washing and chores, look after me son, do the cooking and shopping, look after me missis, and generally look after my real life responsibilities as a priority.

There was a couple of years in me early 20's when I was smoking loads of weed, and doing it to the detriment of everything else....but I didn't really have fuck all else to do anyway.

People who know me, but don't know me almost certainly wouldn't have me down as a druggy.
 
Do you find it hard to take a forced break? like are your thoughts revolving around putting a nice sticky bud into your grinder and rolling up a nice fat spliff? i know mine fucking are :\ lol
 
Do you find it hard to take a forced break? like are your thoughts revolving around putting a nice sticky bud into your grinder and rolling up a nice fat spliff? i know mine fucking are :\ lol

I find it totally depends on your outlook when it comes to taking a break.

I can find positives even in enforced breaks these days, whereas in my twenties I'd be climbing the walls just having to go one night without. If you convince yourself you're going to get depressed etc. then the chances are you will.
 
I find it totally depends on your outlook when it comes to taking a break.

I can find positives even in enforced breaks these days, whereas in my twenties I'd be climbing the walls just having to go one night without. If you convince yourself you're going to get depressed etc. then the chances are you will.

Still at the climbing the walls stage :\ i haven't had a break in years, don't think i ever had an intended break.. but yeah i defo get your point about the mental state, i guess i expect myself to be bored and feel shit without it hence i do :|
 
lol not that long i hope!! well fingers crossed just till i get home tonight! but im not going to count on it
Saying that, i will probably need to ring the local dial a dealer and get a bag off him
 
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