The dark side is calling me BB. Rage is good. Rage will help ... wont ... it...
Its hard to take a break so you done wellI find its ok for the first few days then it gets harder and harder, the depression just builds as the days go on.
I often wonder if i'll ever stop smoking weed. I just had a week off, and now i'm using some sort of herbal ginseng shit instead of baccy, which makes it much less addictive. The trouble is nothing can fill that vast expanse of time like green can. Even if you go out for a meal and the cinema, you've only really filled a few hours :/ I wish I could go back to having a healthy relationship with the stuff, but it's getting to the point where i'm gonna just have to decide I can't do it any more.