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Random MSN Gibberings LXXVI - Hear mi pon di radio, see mi pon di telly...

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feeling rough as fuck today, took the day off to recover, shame i only have a miniscule lump of hash :( the only money i have is in euro's so its a mission to the post office to change up then get on the phone to buy some underweight deals :\ needs must i guess
 
Man I would kill for some hash right now, I am feinding that much I would probably smoke soap bar at the minute haha, I deleted all the weed dealers numbers I know the other week.
 
Today is the 1st anniversary of my very good freind Toe KnEE's passing and it is hard .

i have posted about this man before he was 55 when he died (cancer) but had just tuirned his life around after decades of drug abuse Speed then Heroin well everything.
I luved that guy he was a fountain of knowledge n didn't suffer fools gladly also could get hold of Hash like you wouldn;t believe i scored off him or his conects for well over 20 years n in that time had probably every type of hash that has been availible in the U.K no shit.

He used to have this glint in his eye when he was happy n unless u knew him well u wouldn't clock it.
He was also my fishing partner and my Gambling mate , we used to go every week on a sat. for about 12 years .

Such a sad loss , they don't make em like that any more.

R.I.P Mate I luv you <3
 
Danny Weed said:
Man I would kill for some hash right now, I am feinding that much I would probably smoke soap bar at the minute haha, I deleted all the weed dealers numbers I know the other week.
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You going totally off everything or just not buying shit / overpriced weed?

I saw you saying that everything's shit when you're sober yesterday but didn't have time to reply, from personal experience it's a really frustrating time when all you can think about is getting high but it does pass after a while!

Brimz, hats off, hope your day goes alright, anniversaries of deaths can be hard and empty. I hope you have the time, space and peace of mind to think about your friend and pay tribute to him in whatever way seems fitting.
 
Just quit buying wet immature street weed (thats all that is available in this town). Waiting for my mates stuff to be ready, it will be worth the wait in the end haha
 
Fair enough mate, hope you don't have to wait too long! Sensible decision though, paying through the nose for a shitty buzz is lunacy.
 
Im recovering with a work from home day(dodging)
I have recovered from the rugs but not from the tension it caused with my wife:(
Its not simple eh..I think I have spent most of my life feeling the effects of others use/abuse as a child and my own use of mood altering substances and also even in a longish period of abstinence it was always there------->OBSESSION for men/women by Calvin drugs.
The fact I'm even on this website....Distraction for men/women by Coco somewhere else......
So much of my identity has been involved with drugs for so long....music,clothes talking about drugs,taking drugs trying to not take drugs,talking about not taking drugs.


Black Monday Rant over.
 
I don't think you're alone in that respect, I don't do many drugs by the BL standard but I do most days and they're never far from my mind,it's been that way since I was 14 or 15 and first asked a kid with long hair if he could get me some puff. I'm here partly because I can read obsessively about drugs I am never likely to take for hours and hours and hours at a time. And of course for the banter and stories.

Here's an appropriate bit of bendy synth pop to lighten your morning, maybe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ixRWvrkUHo

Good luck patching it up with the wife, I prescribe lots of running round cooking, being nice and agreeing to shit you don't agree with for at least a week. Don't make any rash promises about never doing drugs again, though, or you'll end up doing them in secret which is such a pain in the arse it's ridiculous.
 
Ya thats the thing Jan I found myself being more secretive about it last year and it is not me to be like that and it made it way worse.Im not a huge drug user myself anymore either.Giving up smoking cigs has given me a lot of confidence but the mrs kicked the shit out of that for me lol Im back to being useless again.I made that mistake of rash promises about 100 times already.At the time I would mean it but the depression soon lifts eh. Thanks Jan you cheered me up:D
In honour of your name sake with the hammer -------> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UmOY6ek_Y4
 
cheers. you two are totally fulfilling my IceMan/Maverick [val kilmer/tom cruise] topgun fantasies right now

please continue ;p

[blame day 9-14 of my cycle, kthnx]

<3

[edit] if you could just stage some sort of fall out/tiff .. then I'll be all set for the next 5 days ;p]
 
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Feck,it's cold outside today. No snow here yet but apparently its on its way.
I just haven't got enough meat on my bones to keep me insulated.
Wish I was a fat lad on a day like this.
 
if anyone could supply me with some vurt feathers, I'll be forever indebted

a curious yellow gets extra <3

reading in the bath for 3 hours = ace
 
Marmalade said:
if anyone could supply me with some vurt feathers, I'll be forever indebted

a curious yellow gets extra <3

reading in the bath for 3 hours = ace
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Only got Sniffing General here, sorry.

Guess which book I finished reading on the way to work this very morning? You've spooked me. Again. ;)
 
good afternoon :) hows everybodys day been so far? definitely glad to be at home in the warm after a day of working in the cold... time for a nice cuppa tea
 
'ey oop! ;)

Clock-watching in work over here. Then home, get some weed and try my best to get some decent sleep. Exciting...
 
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