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maxalfie said:
It must be great to have a job you actually enjoy so it doesn't feel like work.
I wonder if anyone enjoys their work at all or are we all just a slave to the grind?
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i'm doing what i want to be doing, and tbh its not great. i think having a lot invested emotionally in work, which is what keeps me even trying, i'd be totally lost if i stopped this, means if you feel its not going well its utter torture. came close to breaking down twice last year. i should just give up really, but i'd never forgive myself. i'm hoping when i move on to take the aspects of this work i enjoy and apply them to something i really don't care much about so i can have the good bits of the job without the bad!

overall though, i know i'm incredibly lucky.
 
Lucky, been about a week since I was stoned, really getting to me now. Still about 10 weeks to go on my break :(
 
Danny Weed said:
Lucky, been about a week since I was stoned, really getting to me now. Still about 10 weeks to go on my break :(
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You're doing well, nice one. How are you doing with the morphine? My attempts at abstinence have not gone so well, I keep having goodnight joints then sitting there stoned wishing I hadn't and bewailing my lack of willpower, it's a poor combo.

You must be having some pretty trippy dreams, hope you're getting enough sleep!
 
Somebody's pissed off that 50 posts doesn't cause the front of the site to slide up revealing a secret drug warehouse.
 
Over a week at my new job before I make the first login to bluelight, pretty good.

How are you all?
 
Yeah it's fine - organising an induction for a new director, bit in at the deep end but at least that shows confidence in my ability!

It's also rather sunny here, but farking freezing with it.
 
jancrow said:
You're doing well, nice one. How are you doing with the morphine? My attempts at abstinence have not gone so well, I keep having goodnight joints then sitting there stoned wishing I hadn't and bewailing my lack of willpower, it's a poor combo.

You must be having some pretty trippy dreams, hope you're getting enough sleep!
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Yeah the dreams are crazy haha, I quite like that part of it. Doing good with the morphine cheers for asking, I should be off it all together in 2 weeks if it keeps going well.

Good luck with the weed thing, I find it impossible to leave it alone if its sitting there.
 
Sounds like it's going OK then, brilliant!

Yeah that's the problem I'm having, I've got a bit kicking about and I can't bring myself to bin it or give it away. I've done this before for 6 weeks with an ounce of the best proper black hash sitting in a cupboard waiting for me, don't know why it's so hard atm. I am feeling the benefit of far less puff and no drink at the moment though, mainly the sleeping and the dreaming.
 
gah jancrow i'm jealous! i am also not drinking and smoking far less and i just feel hard done by! i guess i'm less tired in the day, but getting out of bed is still an arse and my concentration is no better, no dreams for me either.

i was thinking i was doing really well with not drinking, no cravings for the first 4 days, buckled on day 5 due to unforseen immense stress. day 6 and 7 had massive cravings. none this week but have been dreading the weekend the closer it gets. had planned to just use mxe so i still didn't have to be 'sober' and discovered i think i mostly like it interacting with alcohol.

also- does anyone know, for alcohol tolerance to go down, do you need a full long break or will significant reduction help?
 
Your tolerance will go down if you reduce your intake significantly, but not as drastically as if you were to abstain completely. That's about it.
 
that makes sense, thanks.

i can only really motivate myself with reduced tolerance, now i need to decide whether i'd be satisfied with a less reduced than perhaps otherwise tolerance. or whether the dissatisfaction of breaking my resolution would outweigh the positives of getting pissed for a bit. i really wanna stick with it in the abstract, just not actually have to not drink over the weekend.
 
I do it every year for about a month because I find that over the course of a year of fairly intensive round the clock if-you've-got-it-smoke-it chonging I end up with a slow and cluttered mind. People are also accusing me of being paranoid (that's not a joke... and to be fair I am doing some work for a bunch of bastards who are trying to rip me off).

Having said that I have noticed quite an increase in mental agility, word recall and concentration span from a week off drink. I think it's down to sleeping better. My short term memory is still utterly ridiculous.
 
Smoking weed helps your brain to forget all the non-essential shit that clutters up the brains of non-smokers.

Your short term memory may be shit, but I bet it's not as shit as you think. You remember what needs to be remembered.
 
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