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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIV: Don't call me Syd Barrett, baby...

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ColtDan said:
kinda, but thats my own doing,

anybody else think technology is slowly isolating people? social networking sites, forums. makes some people socially lazy
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most defintely, the internet in itself gives me more of an excuse to procrastinate and not do anything which is why I have stopped my subscription to have internet in my flat. There is free wifi in the gym/bar 2 minutes away and also 2 minutes away the other direction in the hospital so I don't need it here. I have been out of the flat so much more in this last week than in the last few months before that. Feels good to get out.
 
I was lazy before the internet, the internet just gives me an excuse to be lazy now. Where would we be without the internet, it's genius!
 
I have that dream about teeth falling out, I tend to end up pulling them out myself though, in a very definitive twisting motion, weird.

I'll say it in here rather than starting a new post, sorry for my lack of activity over the last week or so, I've had a major lot of shit going down and have been busy trying to sort things out. My uncle tried killing himself (wether it was a genuine attempt or a cry for help I don't know, but a shitty situation for me and my family all the same). I have fallen out big time with my girlfriends mother, I overheard her and her sister talking about me and my girlfriend's relationship and she was, well extremely disrespectful to say the least about me and my disability, saying things about me being disabled that you wouldn't even hear as an example in a training course, honestly she was vile, the other Mods on this forum will agree with me as I went into detail to them! To top it all off I had a disaplinary meeting resulting in a verbal,warning at work today because I messed up a little on the days around my uncle going to hospital!

Anyway, I am alright now, getting there slowly so will be back posting again.

Hope all are well and ready for Christmas. Personally, I love Christmas and can't wait for it. I understand that some people don't thou and it can be a hard time for many so I'm around on PM if anyone needs to vent at all.

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nice to see you around glitched, I got your relayed message from a mutual friend. Sorry to hear you are going through such a hard time :( Hope your uncle manages to get through the darkness that he is obviously in and I hope that things at work resolve themselves, they should, you are a legend so they wont ever fire you =D

That's horrible about your girlfriends mom, must be a tough situation, have you talked with your girlfriend about it at all?


Oh, and I'm hating xmas this year, am working through till my 4 days off that start on the 28th, then doing my final goodbye to droogz with a sesh, then 2012 will start and it will be my year :)

Good on you for loving christmas :) I used to love it too, mostly just the being with family part, which is something that I have none of this year, the only good thing about the 25th of December this year is that I will be getting a free breakfast and a free christmas dinner from the cafeteria at work because I have to work this weekend :)
 
Hey Mugz, glad the message got to you, can you pass on to our friend to give me a call when they feel up to it? I try to call but never get an answer.

Thanks for thinking of me as a legend, means a lot to hear positive words about now. I did try talking to her but although I started off trying to be understanding it kept getting to me more and more and I eventually lost the plot. My girlfriend is fine about things though, which is nice I suppose, what her Mom has said hasn't gotten to her. It just hurts me that her Mom could think stuff like that, never mind say it. Oh well, I guess the world just isn't as diverse as its made out to be.

Great to hear your plan Mugz, really hope it works out for you mate. You know where I am if you need to talk.
 
When did you become american and start saying mom instead of mum? ;) lol

I'll try and speak to the mutual friend but not having much luck at the moment either, because of my own "problems" and other stuff.

Oh and never forget you're a legend mate, you really are.

I added your new msn, another mutual friend gave me it so I added you, I'll be on there quite a lot if you need to talk too, and the other options too :)

Take care over xmas mate :)
 
neurosis is the inspiration for most of my dreams. the worst of which consist of revisiting a recurring house which has the same recurring maintenance issues. it's a familiar house built of many different places of my past. it always occurs, like most of my dreams, when i'm feeling a certain way. it's full of dread and worry and about to fall apart. crumbling walls and leaks, lots and lots of water leaks especially*

when I've broken down how I'm feeling during a recurring type dream with familiar settings, I can always link them to life events, past or present that have made me feel a certain way. they always match up to the same concerns or worries. how I'm feeling in the dream, matches up to how I've been feeling in a situation I've been subconsciously worrying about, regardless of it not seeming to have any direct link. without exception.

they always prompt me to think about how I've been behaving towards, and interacting with others and that's been pretty valuable. they're especially good at telling me I'm only subconsciously aware that I've been acting like a Cuntress, and that's been instrumental in making me stop said behaviour, as soon as it's been brought to my attention and I'm conscious of it.

50% of all of my dreams are good ones tho, and consist of me with a delightful and perfectly aroused, hyper-sensitive cock mostly when it's in a state of mid penetration and almost achieving the most perfect and gratifying orgasm ever ... Freud would have this down to displacement and penis envy, I'm sure. altho, I think that's only 20% of what it's really about, and the remaining displacement is more to do with my control freaky neurosis and almost, but not quite, achieving contentment in my life situation. specific unpleasant situations I feel forced to be involved in are probably the main reason I never get to feel that full thrust of deep penetration ;p ... er, or maybe i just want to grow my own throbbing member, who knows, because cocks are indeed glorious things =D

there's nothing lovelier than waking up to an almost orgasm first thing in the morning tho. especially when the above dream happens within days 7 -15 of my cycle. yum

* I do go to the loo a lot in the night tho, usually 2 times at least .. so that could also be it ;p

[edit] erm, that was a bit more than a random gibbering :o
 
there's nothing lovelier than waking up to an almost orgasm first thing in the morning tho. especially when the above dream happens within days 7 -15 of my cycle. yum
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I can provide you with better than almost ;) only if you agree to drop the others and take me as your husband 8)
 
on me way to work. Gonna be shite today and tomorrow.

need it though, days off last couple days and been eating like a bastard, just saw me weight go to 12 stone!!!! :(

Not good.

coffe, spliff, poo, and off for 11-12 hours of trudging the streeets
 
Unlucky Mailmonkey I feel for you. I just finished my last 12hr shift of the year, felt great walking out the door knowing I'm not back in for a while.
 
Marmalade said:
neurosis is the inspiration for most of my dreams. the worst of which consist of revisiting a recurring house which has the same recurring maintenance issues. it's a familiar house built of many different places of my past. it always occurs, like most of my dreams, when i'm feeling a certain way. it's full of dread and worry and about to fall apart. crumbling walls and leaks, lots and lots of water leaks especially*
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Yep, I get similar. I always seem to have a room in a dilapidated, semi-derelict house where all the surrounding rooms are uninhabitable due to damp and the like. The surrounding area is always this composite of some of the more modernist parts of Manchester and imaginary countryside. The public transport system is truly incredible too.
 
morning all,its a dull dreary morning over here.just had cupmof tea and slice of toast.my little boy was sick last nite so no creche today for him.

some baby tv then a bath afte that will bring him over to his nans and its off to see santa.being a very good boy myself this year so maybe santa will have something for me.
my supply of 2Cs is running low plus a few tabs would be nice.
 
hello peoples =D

last night was mental, got on the vodka for an hour then got picked up and we headed down to plymouth, dubstep blasting, was pretty pissed by the time we got there. ended up at a little house party, then pub, then back to the house party, properly hammered. popped a valie and smoked some DMT, sent me sideways. not long woke up, felt rough as fuck earlier but feeling a bit better now. need to recover for a rave tonight
 
not toooooo bad, finished and home already, llooks like the bulk of the Christmas mail has gone!

Hoping for a fairly , well relatively, easy day tomorrow.

Fucking soaked today, wind turned northerly too after a while so turning sleety and fucking freeeezing.#

Back on the strong coffee, and skinnin up!
 
Your so lucky to have dartmoor on your doorstep mm, well jealous! I live in the cotswolds so it's not too long before I'm into countryside, so shouldn't grumble really!
 
Mailmonkey said:
get ta fuck :D, I'm on a moor, a big one....begins with D, and rhymes with Fartmore, very brisk winds down here love.
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you get ta fuck!

east coast northerly winds would rattle the teeth [false or otherwise] out of any of you shandy drinking, limp wristed southerners. FACT

<3
 
I've been listening to the shipping forecast since the dawn of Marmz time and havent done for a year or so. gonna haveta remedy that for nostalgia purposes. I miss that hoity-toity bitches voice.

dogger bank, force 6, progressing to southerly force 9 etc etc

I think i probably had a thing for her when i was a wee kid
 
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