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Random MSN Gibberings LXXII: 5am sucks

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yes, don't start smoking tobacco!!

I quit a decade old habit at 23, or got down to being one of those annoying 'social smokers' who i always, as a real smoker, hated cos they weren't addicted. stupidly got addicted again and don't think i would have were i not a stoner.

funny this should come up today. i decided to Allan Carr myself and convince myself i just don't need cigarettes, so didn't bring any to work. am about to go home cos i'm gasping! really need to quit now its winter, not supposed to smoke inside mine ever, let it slide more in summer when windows are open.

edit- am doing quite well, have not left yet. am now convincing myself that i actually want to get my phone, which i forgot, and any cigs smoked immediately upon entering the house are purely coincidental.
 
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Fortitude, Chinup, it's a fucking filthy waste of time.

Did you just read the AC book on the spur of the moment or have you been building up to it? Are you even using the book?
 
gaahh, i failed. convinced myself that i wasn't going to get any work done if i didn't have a cig, proved this to myself by pissing about for an hour, and am still not doing any work..... but i may try again tomorrow, cos it is a filthy waste of time, and i have meetings in the afternoon so can't just feck off home.

i read the entire AC book the first time round, and it did really help. i bought it in preparation, got patches and stuff too, had planned to quit after finals since 2nd yr of uni so was mentally prepared. this time i'm just trying to channel the sentiments of the book, but i think i should reread it, its such a bloody annoying book but my brain seems to have watered down his message a lot.

YPDH- spain then egypt, work then play.
 
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It is extremely annoying. I can see my copy from here, it's on the floor where I threw it about six months ago.

It really does help, though. My easiest and longest-lived stoppage occurred after I'd read about 5/6 of the book and was putting off doing the end and the final cigarette ritual, then circumstances meant I couldn't smoke for 36 hours and I found myself nicotine free with very little difficulty. I'm sure I'd have gone back to smoking after the 36 hours if I hadn't been in that mindset already.

The endless repetition and dated tone get right on my tits, BUT the message is essentially correct, and the endless repetition drums that home. It's difficult to suppress the childish voice saying 'YES, YES, I KNOW' in my head after every sentence though.
 
haha yes it is difficult, but i think thats also why it works. by the end we've heard it so many times that no matter what argument our brain uses to have a cig, it will get countered with 'but i don't want one!'

not really given myself enough time before i go away- when i know i'll smoke a lot. am also trying my first consecutive 3 days (aiming for 4, but one at a time) without alcohol in, realistically, years to prepare my liver for the onslaught of abuse its about to receive.
 
First time I've just tried a suppository... 80-90mg of B2. Been like 5 minutes - I thought it was meant to hit really hard and fast?
 
Oh it felt fucking weird. My mate was like "just push out like you're shitting, and it goes in", and what do you know, it felt like a massive reverse shit. The tube is thinner than my finger too, so how people take it up the shitter... I do not know.

Can feel the effects now, but only very mildly; my eyes, heart rate, dry mouth, vivid lights and colours. Maybe I'm just into sticking shit up my ass and n o drugs are in effect.
 
ello peoples, hash is like buses lol, soon as i pick up a nice bit stuff just starts flooding in ;) not that im complaining.. my chemmy supplier has gone awol so i might have to hunt something recreational for the weekend, its been a while! how is everyone on this very wintery evening?
 
Wintery? I rolled into Maccy D's asking for an ice cream with a flake in the pissing down rain in shorts and t-shirt. This is a Yorkshire summer. Tanning nicely.
 
breakcore.. wrapped in blankets right now!!.. lost gas card and wont have one for 3 'working days'
ffs.and its grrrrr freeeeezing!

hows your wound?
 
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It is very cold! Can't believe it ges soo much colder as well! I'm all tucked up with a beer about to watch the football.
 
That rubbish yellow, no gas card for three days! I'm lucky I have a log burner and it heats the whole of the downstairs!
 
Get yourself a dog. ^ Hot water bottle that transforms into a burglar alarm. Just don't sleep naked in the bed and have anyone knock on the door... Those motherfuckers don't care where they tread trying to run 0-60 in -3 seconds in all directions.
 
That's what my dog is like, great hot water bottle but if anyone so much as walks on our drive she's at the window going mad!
 
Just a made a fantastic apple pie utilising the apples that my mother gave me from her garden when she came up to visit last. Whole house smells of pie now it's niceeee. Seeing the girlfriend and her mum tomorrow and going to bring the pie round as a present hehe. Bit of a wonky thing though, ended up having to use a frying pan as a baking tray!
 
Mmm! Sounds lovely, I love apple pie and it doesn't matter if it's wonky! Adds character ;)
 
lol is that coz you havnt done the washing up eclipsed ? :D

Would love someone to bring me a hot apple pie and custard right now.. brr.. Dog sounds like a good idea actually i was thinking of getting one.. Fancy one of those little toy dogs you can put in a basket on yer bike/ carry under your arm at er premiers um.. take for lovely walks... aye!

( lovely warm thoughts of apple pies and dogs :)
 
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