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Random MSN Gibberings LXIII: Mispronouncing 'Rimbaud'

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was the last game of the season, we could only win the league if we won by more than 21 goals, and we ended up losing the game in the end to the team that would have got relegated if we had won. they had 3 subs and we had none, I am totally unfit, was ready to puke or passout most of the game, lol. Proved how much fitter I need to get to play in next seasons league more often.

Decision time about the codeine now, I could easily sleep, but could enjoy the pain relief from the codeine too :D
 
I am totally unfit, was ready to puke or passout most of the game,

i no that feeling so well i've actually puked on the pitch b4:\
Wasn'y embarassed i was on fire got a double hat trick that nite.
Keep it up mate , i find when u stop playing even for a short time it atke s a while to gt back on pace.
Good fun though , i luv playing footy more than watchin .
 
Morning all, feeling quite fresh this morning, getting a lift into work so that cuts the cost and stress down :) cant be fucked though lol, but its all good as i've booked next thursday and friday off as its the wank holiday weekend innit :) so that's good, 5 days off in a row, ahh i cant wait!! but in the meantime i will have to carry on and slave away! thinking of getting a couple bottles of codeine linctus, should make for a fun evening sometime this week...
 
morning peeps, good to hear you are feeling fresh too BCF, feeling rather fresh myself too even though I didn't sleep fantasticaly yesterday. Not quite sure why :D Good to feel good anyway. I think it may have something to do with how fucking tidy my room is. I think that it is true when they say the state of your room or garden if you have one is a reflection of the state of your mental health. Am feeling a lot better than normal and my room is looking a lot better than normal.

Just about to eat some porridge for breakfast, then head back to work.

Have a good day everyone.
 
So what does a dusty room full of books and records with empty brandy bottles under the bed say about the occupant? Actually, I don't want to know.

Tramadol isn't my favourite substance but it's sure making work a bit more agreeable. As is the fact I got properly stoned last night after a few days off. It was great.
 
mornin EADDers, just awake, hopefully get some green today, im in dyer need of a wake n bake, no weed for the past few days now and im surprisingly not bouncing off the wall, sleep was a little difficult last night but nothing terrible, just tossing and turning. anyway, hope y'all are doing sweet and have a nice day :)
 
Don't you hate how long days are when you get up 'early'? I can't seem to fill them, even though they are the same length. It feels like I just spend the 8 hours or so on my own doing fuck all.
what...?

you bloody young people... :p :D

getting up early and having long days is excellent. get a hobby or something.
 
Getting up early at this time of year is a pleasure. You don't even have to be quite as old as Felix to appreciate it either. ;)
 
Just turned up two days early to report for bail, typical me. I need to get my head out of the clouds and my arse. I also just ate for the first time in 3 days and now feel sick on top of already feeling the start of what is going to be a rough few days. Couldn't even handle half a sausage sandwich. I've had an extreme weekend. Just home for the first time since Saturday, my door intercom is being ignored today.
 
home from a quite easy day of work, not too taxing at all, got most of what i needed to do done, although i left aloada stuff for the morning, ahh well.. but yeah i've been in for a good half hour and still aint loaded my bong, wtf is up with me? lol..time to get high me thinks.. oh yeah and i ordered 2 bottle of codeine linctus lol, should be a mongy weekend, make a change from my usual k and psych's or amphet fuelled weekends!!, at least i wont be coming down to fuck on monday like usual lol
 
what...?

you bloody young people... :p :D

getting up early and having long days is excellent. get a hobby or something.

I've started doing prison style exercises every day, and going on epic walks, but without pot/valium/opiates there is literally nothing to do!
 
Just turned up two days early to report for bail, typical me. I need to get my head out of the clouds and my arse. I also just ate for the first time in 3 days and now feel sick on top of already feeling the start of what is going to be a rough few days. Couldn't even handle half a sausage sandwich. I've had an extreme weekend. Just home for the first time since Saturday, my door intercom is being ignored today.

Hey Miss funk. Hope you manage to get things sorted.

Remember, you don't need to keep doing this to yourself! <3
 
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My day at work was dire, felt like I did a 12hr day, was so fucking slow. Don't know why because it was pretty busy. Torture if it's like this all week.
 
Hey Miss funk. Hope you manage to get things sorted.

Remember, you don't keep doing this to yourself! <3

Thank you. I'm working on it. If I can't score tonight, my direct contacts have been bust, so can only rely on mates, then that's me on the official clean up. (Again)

Just got back from a drink with the ex boyfriend and a few mutual mates, he fed me some pasta and pesto at his house. He said i'm looking thinner and more attractive (but insists that i'm a junkie so need to sort myself out....well he started it) since we split up. Tough luck sunshine.
 
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You seem keen to keep blaming your ex or mates for you having a drug problem, I doubt anyone had to force the drugs into you.
 
You seem keen to keep blaming your ex or mates for you having a drug problem, I doubt anyone had to force the drugs into you.

Not once did I blame my mates there.

I would not have as easy regular access to the heavy drugs i've been using had it not been for my ex giving me free (sometimes) and easy access every day. No, he didnt force anything into me, but not once did he say maybe we should slow down, and would run a mile as soon as things got too tough for me, leaving me to cope alone. A LOT of my friends (and his) have things to say about him introducing me to harder drugs. End of matter.
 
Why should he have to tell you to slow down or not take them? You are your own boss, you've got your own mind so you can make your own decisions, you're not daft.
 
Not once in that sentence did I say he should tell me NOT to take them.

All my mates were concerned for me, and told me to slow down. Yes, I am my own girl though, and do what I do and what I want and feel (or when it comes to some things, HAVE TO), sometimes I don't listen to anyone, and this has caused upset with my friends already, still is.

Anyway, nice night here, just been sat in park having a spliff under a tree with some mates taking their dogs for a walk.
 
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