• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion

    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

Random MSN Gibberings LXI: "The Gringo that every girl wants"

Status
Not open for further replies.
morning all. very tired. don't actually even know what to do work wise now, which is annoying given i need to be this braindead to be able to do most of the stuff i end up having to do.

did end up going out last night, didn't have an awesome time but was def more fun than not going and i wasn't just a miserable bugger for it either. there were some hilarious one liners so had a laugh.
 
Just managed to nut the wall with the back of my head, now its bleeding. What a great start to the day
 
morning all, hows tings? got docs at 2, thank fook i can finally get this sorted! feeling a lot better now which is good and as mu boss is yet to fucking pay me i cant get into work so ah well, web work from home, suits me, but cant blaze till after docs, don't want my blood pressure all weird etc

happy daze
 
Morning morning. Actually afternoon, oops.. Bit of a shit night and day but getting things sorted at last so that feels good I guess. Kinda. Actually, it feels shit, but it's never fun admitting you need help. Letting a lot of people down too. But fuck it, can't carry on how I am!

Anyway haha sorry for cryptic message, just wanted to tell someone I'm not having fun at the mo, and EADD seemed like the best place! <3 to you all, hope you all have a good day!
 
effie said:
Morning morning. Actually afternoon, oops.. Bit of a shit night and day but getting things sorted at last so that feels good I guess. Kinda. Actually, it feels shit, but it's never fun admitting you need help. Letting a lot of people down too. But fuck it, can't carry on how I am!

Anyway haha sorry for cryptic message, just wanted to tell someone I'm not having fun at the mo, and EADD seemed like the best place! <3 to you all, hope you all have a good day!
Click to expand...

So many great people having shitty times. It's like there's something contagious. Not good :|

I highlighted that bit in your post Eff, because (as you already know) that's the kind of sentiment that can really inspire positive changes. Plus it struck a chord here and probably will elsewhere.

Don't apologise for it; I don't think there's anyone round these parts who doesn't wish you the best and really hope that whatever troubles pass do so as quickly and painlessly as possible. :)
 
just woke up from a heavenly sleep, morning/afternoon BL
plans today are to sit about and watch some movies, cant wait til tomorrow til i get some weed, hopefully this weekend will be filled with some mighty banter, got a nice wee saturday planned, first ill be heading to c a few old mates and have a drink with them, then head to a cheap as chips night for some loud techno DnB and psytrance, happy days! will have to plan my pennies carefully tho as im going to be skint!
 
G'day bl, my recent dilligent regimen of mirtaz I've forced upon meself is kicking my arse and am mostly sleeping or getting my munch on, it's fully frustrating. Anyways, all of youse have a good one. Tramp's piss is on the cards today, hopefully it'll put a spring in me step although I'll probably end up asleep, again.
 
SamhainGrim said:
So many great people having shitty times. It's like there's something contagious. Not good :|

I highlighted that bit in your post Eff, because (as you already know) that's the kind of sentiment that can really inspire positive changes. Plus it struck a chord here and probably will elsewhere.

Don't apologise for it; I don't think there's anyone round these parts who doesn't wish you the best and really hope that whatever troubles pass do so as quickly and painlessly as possible. :)
Click to expand...

I also think there's something contagious.. all the people I love the best are having a hard time one way or another! Think thats why it took me so long to get my arse in gear and sort myself out really, head's been filled with worries for others.. we need a vaccine or summat. More drugs perhaps? ;)

Thing is.. can't fix others til you've fixed yourself ey? Tis hard to do but necessary..

<3 thanks Sam for your lovely words. Hope you can make some positive changes too :)
 
effie said:
<3 thanks Sam for your lovely words. Hope you can make some positive changes too :)
Click to expand...

No worries. :)

The positive change wheels are already in motion too, thanks. I now have a beard coming on and for some reason it seems to have endowed me with a new sense of (almost) maturity and a more positive outlook. Not to mention the odd approving / dowright pervy look from people who'd never have done so otherwise.

Sometimes bottoming out (in my case a Friday night ending in a bloody forehead and my friends leaving in weary disgust) can work wonders. Better to catch it earlier though, as you say.
 
Just in from docs, aggressive chest infection, got clarithromycin and prednisolone for a week then after the course got blood and piss samples to be taken, glad i got it sorted but i dont think i will pick u p prescription till after weekend hehehe:P want to avatar and k it up one last time before getting well :P as you do hehe

Hope all is well in EADD :)

irie vibes!

ps why do old rastas keep asking me for rollies?? lol

EDIT: time to skin up and listen to the tunes i posted in the byka grooove thread :P
 
Last edited:
hope all y'alls physical ills fuck off, n ya defeat the mental mormons too. I ben darked out for too long, none of you should feel shit cuz as eadd folk you are obv cogent n atypical enough to inspire and exalt your mind on this forum, to me that's a pretty cool thing and a step above those that merely dwell either completely in insular fashion or merely amongst peers...

that is to say, eadd is fucking coool.and much plurness to you all, dont feel beat down, be proud. cuz im proud of ya, even if i dont know you.
 
glad you're taking steps to try and work things out ef. everythings just shite at the moment isn't it?

well, i am partially cheerful. not being almost broke half way through the month is quite nice, went out to get lunch and got myself some seeds and ice cube trays too. think i might bin the lunch (fucking retarded cos its salad but i cba), go home and plant the seeds and compulsively exercise. hopefully by the time i've done all that my computer will have finished its calculations.

ugh that sounds brutal BCF but hopefully the meds will clear it up.
 
well fingers crossed all is well, once these meds have run theyre course i gotta do the bloodwrok etc so thatll tell me whats what, but feeling positive, and havent had a benzo since sunday! dont have ANY w/ds cuz i was only using them occasionally not hammering em down so im happy bout that!!

oh yea and perfect haze i cant stop listenin to tech itch now lol,seriously
 
4.20 bong time
Click to expand...

are you american?




Got to go play a tennis match in half hour but am really knackered and can't be bothered. Have to play though or I will move down the tennis ladder. Should be fun once I get going, hopefully he isn't a really great player who will destroy and humiliate me.
 
perfect haze said:
that is to say, eadd is fucking coool.and much plurness to you all, dont feel beat down, be proud. cuz im proud of ya, even if i dont know you.
Click to expand...

I don't know the precise location of the 'cockles' are located but that certainly warms 'em. :)
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top