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Random MSN Gibberings LVII - What Does B&W Stand For, Mummy?

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Evened it out with a can of Stella thinkin it can't be as bad , here we go i can feel a bender coming on.

N fuk it i gonna get some Smack .
18% will be just fine at least it'll stopme from gettinng drunk. Apparently i will no whats happening in 15 minutes , un likely but we will see.
 
haa your half way there Sam!

but no not fairys, mainly this black lighter he certainly helped me post when I was off drinking whisky ;)
 
Glad to be feeling slightly better now, had a shower and feel a lot better after that. Walked to the gym to give them one of our teams football as I can't play tonight and just walking to the gym which is literally about 500 yards away from the flat made me out of breath by the time I got back to my room. Was sweating like a paedo in a playground too. Hate stim comedowns. Will probably pop to the shop downstairs for a little bit of food once I know that everyone that works at my place would have left, don't really want to see anyone from work today.

Not gonna beat myself up about it anymore, it has happened and is in the past, time to get on with sorting my life out, really need to do a big tidying spree and do the washing up that I haven't done for a few days. If I can summon the energy then I wll tidy my room up and do the washing up tonight then I will feel a lot better about tomorrow. Gonna take my sheets down to the laundry room later as they are most likely covered in drug sweat and I don't want to sleep in drug sweat tonight. Want this place looking nice and clean.

My dad always said that the state of your garden can show a lot about the state of your mental health. Well seeing as I don't have a garden, I can use that quote with my room. My mental health is not good, and my room is a mess. Fix one and the other will also be fixed?
 
SamhainGrim said:
It was the faeries and you know it. ;)

On the subject of sluttery, I wish I was a slut. I kind of am, but it usually ends in me going home with someone then chatting loads of mystical bollocks until either they fall asleep or the clock strikes 'platonic'.

Must get out of that habit pretty soon.
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Haha, that line made me chuckle. Whether it's because I found it funny, or it sounded depressingly familiar, I'm not entirely sure :D
 
mugabe said:
My dad always said that the state of your garden can show a lot about the state of your mental health. Well seeing as I don't have a garden, I can use that quote with my room. My mental health is not good, and my room is a mess. Fix one and the other will also be fixed?
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they told us that in rehab but they did say it was our bedroom not the garden
 
If I can summon the energy then I wll tidy my room up and do the washing up tonight then I will feel a lot better about tomorrow.
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You know what will help with that....oh wait a minute. ;)

I wish I was a slut. I kind of am, but it usually ends in me going home with someone then chatting loads of mystical bollocks until either they fall asleep or the clock strikes 'platonic'.
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Genius. :D

Job interview earlier went OK, not brilliant but not bad either. Undecided as to whether I'll get the job, last time I went for a job interview I knew soon as it was over I'd be given the job and I was, the very next morning a letter in the post to confirm it. This one find out on Tuesday. I had been told the interview was just an informal chat about previous work history and that if you got this far you basically had the job bar some major fuck up but it didn't seem like the case today at all, was quite formal and very indepth, lots of tricky questions and being put on the spot about things I hadn't even considered an answer for. He didn't seem too impressed by the fact I haven't worked at all in the past 2 years, I had just said I'd spent most of that time travelling (which is true - over 12months out the last 24), couldn't really mention I spent 8 months making money from online gambling. There was a hot chick doing the interview too who didn't say much during it but I got speaking to her afterwards when the boyo went away to make photocopies of my passport and she had a good chat with me about my travels and told me about hers so maybe she'll sway things.
 
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brimz said:
You ok with your folks now then ?
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yeah, had big talks with them and i am going to try and get overmy anxiety and get out and get a job, been helping my dad at work etc, been out and about all day for the first time in months.

I still want to use recreational drugs though, just not ones ill get dependent on.

(saying that im doing a DHC cwe and drinking a beer lol, but ive got a lot done today)
 
thanks sam.

so whats everyone up too? Im drinking a few bottles of Sol, had a gram of preglabin and have DHC brewing :) Its a lovely day too, may see if mates wanna go do river to chill.
 
I'm getting the day job out of the way before going home, getting some weed in and hopefully some mates will rally round and help to soothe a heart that's not exactly broken but bay need a fresh layer or two of masking tape.

I wish I could get out in that sun myself. It's beautiful here.
 
Yeah it's nice here too, thinking the sun is forcing me to the shops to buy some cider to enjoy in the garden, if it wasn't sunny I wouldn't even consider getting cider, obviously. ;)

That would mean I've drank every night of the week so far and most of last week too, damn Co-op with your closeness and cheap cider!
 
Pastrami, Cheese and salsa sarny. Why the shit isn't there an EADD what are you eating thread?
 
^ http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=558172&page=25

hope aevryones having a good afternoon.

this thing is good though also kinda annoying. i had loads of inspiration in the first talk of the day, meaning i just want to get the hell out of there and set the inspiration in motion. found someone who went to bristol and had a similar culture shock leaving, glad its not just me and the boyf.
 
What a briefly liberating experience that was. Cheers chinup, now I can share my sandwichy goodness through the official route.
 
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