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Random MSN Gibberings LVI - Until You've Lived It Like, Divn't Preach It

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Good morning all. Woke up this morning and my head reminded me that it has been a rather long time since I've had red wine. Owwwie. It's faded now but I'm knackered.


Hope everyone is well in EADD land. Sunny here already got a load of laundry on the line with one washing it's way to joining that first load. Ah, the excitement eh?
 
It's good morning from me too, EADD.

Another lovely morning in these parts as well. I could get used to this. Despite it being Thursday, however, the sunshine just seems to make the weekend seem even more distant. Ah well, delayed gratification and all that. Just like Sting always told me.
 
Morning EADD.. back in the UK! Lovely day in the South yesterday. Clouds today.

Im off to fix my Auntie's PC.. again.
 
oh dear cannot find my drug diary anywhere and forgotten what I have taken anyway, the unit won't be too pleased but I'll probably only test positive for weed unless I fuck up on the weekend, seems the best way for me to clean up is to be totally skint 8)

finally getting the benzos out of my system, the major wd symptoms have stopped but still a little twitchy, certainly shouldn't have any more seizures (touch wood) All I can say to anyone thinking of quitting daily use of benzos is taper slowly! I would have but just ran out of money so was forced to go from a large amount to none in a few days, woke up with the paramedics twice :\ it now feels like I have just awoken from a long dream and everything is coming painfully into focus..

does anyone else think its a bit shitty that they were happy to give me diazepam in hospital after the second seizure but they and my GP refused, after consulting the addiction unit, to give me a low dose prescription to taper down on? I was essentially told to go and buy them on the street, which I of course had to do, utter bullshit! if you can give it me in hospital you should give me some to take to taper down, had to spend an annoying amount of money on some to chill with just long nough till I was sure I wouldn't seizure again, but not long enough to eliminate some nasty w/d symptoms (supposed to cut 10% a week)

I can see why they are cautious with benzos but come on! I was seeking help and clearly would have benefited from a script but instead had to do it all myself, fucking evil little things.. in future am going to try and NEVER use for more than one day at a time, and only use when I really can't sleep.. going to avoid them for a while otherwise I'll just drag out the rattle, also been told to avoid caffeine so not sure what that means I can take on Friday =D
 
Oh no tek that sounds awful, fucking ridiculous they would not script you! Pisses me off that I am criminalised for something that I should be legally entitled to! Hope things start to look up for you soon!
 
Good afternoon people.

Definitley no weight training for me this week while in recovery from the weekend, but the sun is shining and im off for a swim.

Have fun!...
 
cheers Acidtek :) things are starting to look up, already feeling better mood wise than I was a few days ago but think it will be a long while before I can get any deep sleep, need to do some exercise *groan*
 
Morning cherry, it's 2 pm! Heavey night? I didn't sleep til five either, feel like shit! Benzos would definately make this day better, or mabye I'll just have to use the last of my mxe and take the dog for a walk! Can't find any blues!
 
Morning/Afternoon :) Nah, I have a messy body clock and don't sleep well due to new meds i'm on. I'm usually up earlier than this, but last night was a rough night sleep wise.

I'm lucky and get scripted diaz, wonder how long that'll last. If my sleep don't get any better, I'm gonna go ask for a weeks zopiclone, even though I can't stand the metallic taste.
 
zopiclone never worked for me, zoldiplem however was nuts, your dreams just sneak into your head before you feel you have gone to sleep, or something =D
 
yeah they won't give me them either, too similar too temaz, diaz etc, maybe I shouldn't have been so honest doubt I will ever get a benzo script now.. not that its hard to find them on the street
 
It took some doing on my part for me to get prescribed diaz. This is the second time the same doctor has put me on a course in a few months. I have to change surgeries though, as I let slip my address had changed. Not sure how the new doctor in a mainly junkie filled area will feel about keeping me on a script. I do genuinely need it though.

My old doctors records have me down as a drug seeker, after refusing diaz when I was in a state once, as I'd already been taking far too many (and still had plenty of my own 10mg's) and knew 2mg wouldn't touch me, and asked for propanolol instead. But, my records don't seem to have caught up with me as i've moved cities that much, plus that was only a doc I saw as a temp registration.
 
Another one who didn't sleep well last night here. The birds were singing before I dozed off, must have been after 6am! My brain is in absolute overdrive every night thinking about past adventures, future adventures, what I'm doing with my life, what's going on in the world, etc etc etc! Argh :!
 
My dad (anti-'drugs' but scripted loads of goodies nonetheless) was on Zolpidem last time I was in touch with him.

One time he was having real trouble sleeping, despite the Zolpidem prescription. I made the mistake of giving him a joint, which he reluctantly accepted. Then I found out he'd taken a zolpidem not long before that.

Oops.

Seeing your dad semi-tripping like that is pretty weird...
 
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