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Random MSN Gibberings LVI - Until You've Lived It Like, Divn't Preach It

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Katapult said:
My ears are still ringing from Friday... Have been to subclub with a mate. Nice little dirty place!
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Ooooft. I had to leave a club in Bristol as my ear drums were actually hurting. Fat rig!

Tinnitus is no laughing matter ;) Though, I have it.

I took so much MDMA last night I puked blood
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Only ever sicked up blood a few times, scared the fuck out of me. Empty stomach usually to blame.
 
Long lost soles lol :)

Cannot believe the time, now really resenting the loss of my summertime hour. Getting up an hour earlier is going to be a killer, lately I've been having to go into the office at 8amish due to having too fucking much to do :! It'll feel like a 5.45am alarm :|

That and I just realised I'd one skin left (poor planning on my part :\) a protracted rumble through my trinket boxes and handbags has left me to believe I'm far too tidy grrr There are none in all usual places where the pixies leave em.

Luckily I found a few with the scales - fuck knows what powder residues are on them :D

+ benzo just in case and to ensure sleep!...
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
^Yay for reunited shoes wibble!! Two lost soles no longer swimming in a fish bowl ;)
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Yay Kate, somebody got my joke......

I am one of the fortunate ones and this extra hour means nothing to me. Reversed body clocks are not fun though. Though, I did get a job interview, so hopefully not for much longer. PMA that's what i'm keeping.

Darn those pixies stealing all your skins, but least you found one some, you might get an extra sleepy present if it's good pixie powders left on them :)
 
My mum just told me that we've almost reached the limit of internet usage this month. Not bandwith apparently as no one here downloads but they have some sort of limit on the amount of hours you can use it a month without being charged more. What kind of shit is that? Never heard of it, with BT as well. :\
 
Apparently she switched to BT because whoever we were with last time had the same policy and with me doing the online gambling and having the computer and net running almost 24/7 we were going over our allowed usage. Turns out BT have the same too, didn't know that you would ever be limited to how much net time you were allowed. Madness.
 
TheSpade said:
Apparently she switched to BT because whoever we were with last time had the same policy and with me doing the online gambling and having the computer and net running almost 24/7 we were going over our allowed usage. Turns out BT have the same too, didn't know that you would ever be limited to how much net time you were allowed. Madness.
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That's mental! Haven't heard of anything like that for many years.

Reminds me that I must change broadband providers (just got to end of 12 month contract). We went with O2 because it said no download limits.... then they (without telling us) change it to 10GB a month. Which is pitiful! Only found out when they sent an email threatening to cut us off and saying "things unfortunately can’t carry on like this. ". Carry on like this? Sounds like I've subjected them to some emotional torment or something.


Sigh.... I'm kinda bored. Been on a bit of a stim binge, and starting to feel a tired now (though no chance of me sleeping, bah).
 
morning all and welcome to a new week.

have to give the presentation i've been shitting myself about for weeks.

the presentation has also slowly morphed into my chosen reason for feeling utterly shit. basically set myself for a fall there by creating the expectation that i'll feel better after it, when actually i felt shit long before the presentation was looming. though i can see the disappointment of not suddenly feeling better ahead, i didn't realise the sitaution til friday, and i can't undo it. i needed to be able to promise myself that if i just get my head down and do this work everything will be better otherwise i couldn't have got my head down and made the piss poor attempt that i have done.
 
I find presentations are never as bad as you make them out to be in your mind, they give you a warped sense of fear for some strange reason. I'm sure it will be better than you are currently thinking its going to be :)

Once the presentation is out the way you can focus on anything else that is bothering you, looking at life as a whole sometimes feels like it's never going to get better. Take little steps and it always seems that little bit easier to overcome. I hope you feel better soon :)
 
well hopefully it wont be too bad. mostly worried about the question and answers bit! there is a total bitch who always asks horrible questions if she doesn't like what you're doing, she told someone else that if they were her student she'd resign. i don't have the confidence to let that wash over me.

but yes you're spot on with the fact that when this is over i'll be able to concentrate on the stuff thats really getting to me.

thanks. :)
 
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