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I've been having dreams about being murdered and not being able to run.

Post traumatic stress related to past events via a certain cunt.

I always get them dreams, quite often

being chased and i cant run im so slow, its almost slower than walking

getting into a fight an i become unable to throw a punch

small dwarf men with machetes running in behind me when i close the door at night and massacring me and my family

my teeth falling out, all of them into my hands, most nights

apart from that im not sure i have any other dreams... most re-occur, i have the odd terrible one now and then
 
Ever had a dream about your teeth falling out, oh my, you wake up checking there all still there and thankfully they are!

Ops never read properly yes you have..
 
I did spend the last few months or so though going through a phase where I would not sleep at night, id sit in my room till it was light again, and i deemed it was safe (lol) to go to sleep and that no one would be attacking my house or kicking my door down lol

my dog barks at the slightest thing outside but it always made me get up go downstairs etc run outside with a weapon or lie in bed waiting for the inevitable every single time it barked


after a few months thought all had calmed down and finally started going to sleep again then someone tried kicking down my door at 11 at night when all the lights were on then again another night at about 5 in the morning and ive got straight back into that routine again
 
i don't dream. its cos i'm stoned every time i go to sleep. bit anxious about how my weekend away will go cos of that though, got plenty of downers and chose a location where its famously easy to get weed, maybe if it goes well i'll attempt some of that natural sleep. its really freaky when you start dreaing again.

agh i've got a doctors appointment today to find out if i'm falling apart (literally, x ray results). i think i might make a compaint about a previous doctor. i'd gone in to sort out a 2 years overdue checkup on an old injury and was treated like i was lying or something cos they had no record of it (an injury from 2007, my records at the current place start 2010, luckily a massive surgical scar proves my point) and started getting immobilising pain after that appointment. went in again due to immobilising pain and got an x ray that day. not had such immobilising pain since, so i think it was the anxiety and anger about how the last one had treated me experssing itself. i'm not sure if bedside manner so shit it actually gives people health problems is an actual basis for a complaint though.
 
getting into a fight an i become unable to throw a punch

try eye gouging, it's got me out of a few sticky situations in those dreams :| you still wake up feeling pretty traumatised though
 
quick question not worth a thread in legal discussion but someone might have been in this situation before:

my employer paid me late, then paid me again by accident. i didn't realise it was an accident and spent half the money on drugs. they now want me to write a cheque for the overpayment. do they have any legal means to make me? can i just not give it to them? i've already checked they can't just underpay me for my next payment....
 
yeah your employer can just take it back out of there account again, its there money and it was just an accident. its happened to me before and they just automatically withdrew it again and it went into my overdraft
 
I'm pretty sure bank transfers can be reversed for a few days after they have been made, atleast by them asking for a cheque you can make sure you have enough money in your account to pay them back. If they just reversed it and you had no money in your account you would be getting some serious charges.
 
Eurgh properly relapsed on the K this weekend, must have consumed about 14g over the course of saturday - monday night :| Bad pains in my stomach and I pissed myself last night, really not big or clever.
Got a girlfriend that's stuck by me despite my fuckery and I'm so glad she's there for me. Think I'm going home to my parents for a little while for some regular three meals a day and chunk of normality..
 
Eurgh properly relapsed on the K this weekend, must have consumed about 14g over the course of saturday - monday night :| Bad pains in my stomach and I pissed myself last night, really not big or clever.
Got a girlfriend that's stuck by me despite my fuckery and I'm so glad she's there for me. Think I'm going home to my parents for a little while for some regular three meals a day and chunk of normality..

14gs. Fuck man!

I read somewhere (probably here) that drinking 1tsp bicarbonate of soda mixed with water helps the cramps.

Good luck dude.
 
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