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Random MSN Gibberings LIX: What's the deal with Presbyterians?

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Dimethocaine didn't last long, although it did get rid of the last remnant of hangover that I had so it can't all be bad.

Was going to go to burger king but they are shut apparently, so will probably cook mysef some frozen crap from the freezer, kiev and chips most likely.
 
am getting pretty tired now, been a mentally and physically tiring day. Want to stay up a bit longer though. But will probaby go to bed in a minute, once my late night dinner has settled.
 
BAH ! ive got to the stage where all ive been looking at is the bloody poppy all night and when you cant tell what your changing is better or worse

Probably been wasting my entire night at this and will wake up tomorrow and delete the bloody thing
 
what you should do is save every change as a new file, then you could create a big collage with all the different versions and changes you made on the way. That would be cool.

Nice work though :)
 
yeah i do something like that, what i will do is make a layer and save it as the image i have and make it hidden then i will go through all the other layers with all the work and make each of them invisible then visible again to see what looks better with and with out and if i see something i like again with out some of the layers i will save that image again on a new layer and compare the 2 then i can see what i want to keep and what i dont want to keep but if i have been working on something for too long i get this sort of thing where my mind just cant tell what looks good or bad any more so have to leave it till the next day so my mind is fresh but that sometimes leads to me just thinking its crap and deleting it lol

i just hope i havnt done the same again tonight and wake tomorrow, look at it and think "delete" for the entire image which i have done many times before
 
thin k2nd 1 is better..... well folks, yous are all very luck there that electromagnetic waves can be very naughty thins indeed, coz i had just typed up a big pile of cack about sweet faa, and it went, im gonna go to bed, but if theres any one on the forum feelin a lil sad and lonely tonight, dont feel sad and lonely, just remember that pinky loves y'all ;)

(and i do, i mean that from the bottom, the top, all 4 chambers of my beatin heart, this place has done me the world of good thru a great deal of darkness so luv n hugs to every1 )
nitey nite xxx sweet dreams xxx mind the bed bugs do not bite xxxx in the morning xxxx ill be yawning xxxxx <3 <3 <3
 
Got a rather strange letter today, well picked it up from angelsmokes. Was basically offering me a credit card again. Was really surprised since I have defaulted on every card I have ever had and the same with loans, my credit record is really terrible. I wouldn't be surprised if it was a little sneaky way to try and confirm that I am at that address so they can start asking for their money back from when I previously had a card with them but ran from the debt. That may be being a bit too cynical and paranoid though. Maybe they have just noticed that I have started paying one debt back so think I might be reliably enough to have a credit card again. Either way, I don't think I will be applying for it.
 
yeah, they asked and they and I got it when I used to have them 5 or so years ago before I defaulted them all and ran away from my debts. Paying 1 of them back now so I suspect the others have either given up or are still looking. I genuinely doubt that someone actually wants to give me a credit card, especially one that I still haven't paid off when I had the same card before.
 
Time for sleep now.

Am a bit annoyed that the proplyene glycol/aprazolam mix that I had before and was feeling strong effects from it back then didn't really do much today. I felt something, just not much, definitely not what I should have felt from 4mg of alprazolam. Makes me wonder if when I was taking it before if it was all just a placebo effect, as someone else had the same batch and didn't get any effects from it either. Struggle to believe that the placebo effect was so strong back then though as I was most certainly benzo fucked when I was taking it, and it potentiated alcohol. Oh well, is all gone now and it's time to sleep.
 
man didnt realize how late it was ...

Well i have been working on that piece more and it really has nothing to do with teh opium poppy any more as i have changed it in to a total abstract piece ...

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i think of it as some digital bird or something singing out some sort of thing in to space
 
Some good work there smackcraft :)

Morning EADD, just got woken up by a text asking me to do a different shift on tuesday, it means an extra hours sleep that day so I said yes.

Time to sort out my room today and get started on my vision board. Gonna go run and see if the travel agent in the hospital is open and try and get some free brochures about south america and get some good pictures for it. Shoud be fun :)
 
I like that a lot, Smacko. Are those fairy lights in places? They don't look like it at first though, they give it a brilliant sci-fi / mechanical edge. I think the top might be slightly busy with all the little circles but it's really really good overall. I know what it's like when you've got 60 layers and basically closing your eyes you still see the same thing you've been staring at all night. Well done.
 
Got a rather strange letter today, well picked it up from angelsmokes. Was basically offering me a credit card again. Was really surprised since I have defaulted on every card I have ever had and the same with loans, my credit record is really terrible. I wouldn't be surprised if it was a little sneaky way to try and confirm that I am at that address so they can start asking for their money back from when I previously had a card with them but ran from the debt. That may be being a bit too cynical and paranoid though. Maybe they have just noticed that I have started paying one debt back so think I might be reliably enough to have a credit card again. Either way, I don't think I will be applying for it.

You're thinking too much in to it, they send out letters offering folk cards all the time, they don't check before hand whether you're eligible or have bad debt just send the things out en mass.
 
you are probably right, I do tend to overanalyse things. Not gonna get the card though as I don't think I need any credit cards. Although if I stuck to the rules this time I could build my credit rating back up over time, but that isn't all that important to me either.
 
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