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Random MSN Gibberings LIX: What's the deal with Presbyterians?

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Still playing poker, am going to stop in a minute and get some well needed sleep, phoned in sick for work. Made $800 profit on the poker last night but cant withdraw it till 48 hours after my last deposit so going to try and keep myself away from it so I can withdraw all but $100 of it.
 
Just about to start work, feeling like shit today, my mum came in last night and found completely fucked on a shitload of methoxetamine! Not good I need to move out really, hope everyone else is ok!
 
I know tell me about it! My bi polar has been sending me crazy at the moment, my meds aren't working properly! I need to stop using other drugs aswell that might not be helping! It's just so fucking hard!
 
you're right cornish. though in a way that makes things more frustrating. seem to be doing a good job at sabotaging everything i've worked hard for to make things bad.

just need to get my head down and start work. maybe today will be the day when something comes of it.

acid sorry you're having a hard time too have you spoken to your doctor? and yeah i def don't think other drugs help. thought this particularly down part of my current downer might be a comedown but its gone on too long. pretty stupid to rinse your serotonin when its low anyway.
 
Thanks chin up, I love that there are decent people out there, yeah I keep going back to my doctor and changing meds but I thinkg I need to quit the illegals for the best! I hope things look up for you soon, comedowns are a bitch! Hugs
 
Morning EADDerz :)~<3

I'm sorry you're having a rough morning Chinny and Acid ♥

Try not to let it get to you that just because you feel shit that it's a bad thing that you feel this.
Obviously, it's shit to feel shit, but it doesn't make you a weak person or anything of the sort :) It is was it is, and there's nowt to be ashamed of because of that.
Today's a shitter, tomorrow may not be. And if tomorrow is, then the next may not be ;)

In otter (otter, yea - got a problem with otters? =D) news, I'm awake early considering the time I went to sleep :) Kinda feel a bit good about that. The Nitrazepam's working - Don't feel the need to take my Diazepam yet ^_^

Love to you all ♥~:)~♥ Not sure what I'm going to do today yet, otter (you heard) than clean the house.... Might try make some music or work on my album (mastering and shtuff).
 
Hope things improve, chinup. Maybe the weed rationing is making its presence felt; I don't know. I'll send good magickal vibes your way. :)
 
morning! as i slept my Wednesday away and got up at 9pm i had no sleep last night. currently in job centre waiting to sign on. managed to lose my whole sign book but i don't care as the idiots forgot to pay me any money last week and its my new sign day already! least ill get double payment next wages day.
 
SamhainGrim said:
Maybe the weed rationing is making its presence felt;)
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yeah its not a great time to start really, i don't have much choice. already owe too much of what i get paid next week. have loads on over the next few days so hopefully it'll take my mind off it and maybe even make me feel better.

glad the nitraz seems to have gone well for you monsta! and you're right, getting down on yourself for feeling down is silly, hard not to when its totally fucking everything up and there's not really a reason for it though.
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
morning! as i slept my Wednesday away and got up at 9pm i had no sleep last night. currently in job centre waiting to sign on. managed to lose my whole sign book but i don't care as the idiots forgot to pay me any money last week and its my new sign day already! least ill get double payment next wages day.
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Gah! The fuckers :p Hope things go irie Cherry :) They get get t'fuck if they're gunna mess you about over the lost sign in book ;)

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yeah its not a great time to start really, i don't have much choice. already owe too much of what i get paid next week. have loads on over the next few days so hopefully it'll take my mind off it and maybe even make me feel better.

glad the nitraz seems to have gone well for you monsta! and you're right, getting down on yourself for feeling down is silly, hard not to when its totally fucking everything up and there's not really a reason for it though.
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Urg, quitting weed can be tough at the best of times - Nevermind when things are shite :\
And yea the mind can be a right twat when it comes to being rational 8(
I suppose the only thing you can do is to try remind yourself that it is being a twat and that it can also get t'fuck ;) =D
And it's not silly :) It's just what it is... Second time I've said that but I'm standing by it! :D

And cheers again love :)~♥
 
monstanoodle said:
And it's not silly :) It's just what it is... Second time I've said that but I'm standing by it! :D
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haha sorry, importing my own mental baggage onto what other people are writing. or just not reading properly. i'm really freaking myself out. i could honestly have just read something that wasn't written going by what my brains doing to me right now.
 
=D It's alright hun ♥
What's going on anyway? If you don't want to talk about it here then it's cool and I'll just wish you well :)
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
morning! as i slept my Wednesday away and got up at 9pm i had no sleep last night. currently in job centre waiting to sign on. managed to lose my whole sign book but i don't care as the idiots forgot to pay me any money last week and its my new sign day already! least ill get double payment next wages day.
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You wann alook after shit like that , cos they will just make things harder 4 ya.:\
Anyhow happy signing;)
 
^ Apparently I missed a sign day. I found my book when I came home, my latvian friend who helped me blitz my flat the other day had put it in the bin, not knowing what it was. The date on my book is today's date! So i'll take it with me tomorrow when I go back for my enquiry meeting to prove it wasn't me in the wrong.

Until then, it's soup run meals and The Wild Goose for my dinner, as I don't have a penny. Leccy is gonna run out too, already had a crisis loan last week. Least it means i'll keep myself cleaner drug wise, but my bf will see me right there if i'm suffering, but we've made a deal to both get ourselves sorted.
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
^ Apparently I missed a sign day. I found my book when I came home, my latvian friend who helped me blitz my flat the other day had put it in the bin, not knowing what it was. The date on my book is today's date! So i'll take it with me tomorrow when I go back for my enquiry meeting to prove it wasn't me in the wrong.

Until then, it's soup run meals and The Wild Goose for my dinner, as I don't have a penny. Leccy is gonna run out too, already had a crisis loan last week. Least it means i'll keep myself cleaner drug wise, but my bf will see me right there if i'm suffering, but we've made a deal to both get ourselves sorted.
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So you missed a signing date or not?
cos if you have they don't like that.
 
I just want to be at home with my weed, my oxys and my mazzies. Am I being unreasonable?

I'm not even throwing the company of Geeky Bus Stop Girl into my list of demands, so I'm compromising a little...
 
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