missing old pills
Bluelighter
Watch the skies xxxx
It was ill fated from the start, with minor fucking around during the first few weeks, on both sides, that ended up in ongoing tit-for-tat. She had history that basically meant she could be a nasty piece of work, emotionally; and I was a stupid, selfish boy who got her pregnant after a few months then told her I wasn't ready to be a father (true...) - abortions aren't nice things, especially for Catholics, apparently. So picture a mess, then zoom in, then you have it. This is 17 years history condensed so clearly I've skipped bits![]()

And you've not been able to get over this since? That's an excuse and you know it- life is painful and tragic, so what, it is, we need to deal with that and move n' grow through it...if that is what we want and that is all your choice. I've lost babes, been divorced, produced 2 human men, could bore you with a tragic story of singe parenthood and adversity - but hey you know what? My appetite for life and catholic guilt has driven me. I'm pretty successful in my profession, totally financially independent - there's no excuse for you Mr Knock, so stop it. I'm not going to pander and patronise you, move on you're 40.
Yes I am a bitch, maybe Marmz would mollycoddle you more, but you know that I'm kate and I'm not going to kid you.
Apply if you feel you can do better eh
I'm not 40, I'm thirty fucking nine
Not been able to get over this since... since what, February when she stopped speaking to me? No, it's only been a few months, woman! Gies a chance!

Wouldn't be hard.
You couldn't pay me to do the 'job'. It would suck whatever fun there is to be had here right out of it.
though you lot are very entertaining. EADD is the best forum on BL %)My apologies knock, sorry its still fresh, didn't know thatBut still, I feel justified to kick yer arse
You're gonna be 40 pretty soon and that means more than half a life lived ( I'm a fun gal eh) Don't waste the rest of it on regret and living a life for other folks
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No, I don't plan to waste my life on regret. Living a life for other folks? What does that mean? Spending too much time on BL? Probably.Aye it's the best if you're sitting about posting pish on it, shite if you have to mod the pish. Where's the fun in that.
Volunteer job like mate, got it on my CV.
Yeah it would look great on your CV.
1973-2010: Dole bunny.
2010-2012: Moderated a junkie forum.
2012-rest of life: BRILLIANT JOB!