The last few days have been rough. I've been dealing with my depression pretty hard. I've been going through a lot of stress with everything in my life.
Today I got off of the phone with my car insurance company, I found out that my car was set on fire, and caused a big mess about 60 miles.
Black outs suck, I don't remember setting it on fire. Now I have that to deal with, and on top of that I've been feeling really low about my self here lately. I've been cutting almost every day, starving myself, and avoiding people. I have no phone, and the only way that I'm contacting my mom is through facebook.
Also I want to say that I ended up in jail the night my car exploded. and a week before that I drank 2 bottles of evan williams, and called my mom told her that I knocked some girl up. She was pissed, and going to jail fucking topped it off. Not only that they came and took my other car, so I'm carless now, once again.
Stupid shit like this is making me get closer, and closer to suicide. How many times I think about it, how I think about who would show up, and who would stay. I've got fucking problems.
I need help, and help cost's money, and money isn't something I have right now.
-Drew
Today I got off of the phone with my car insurance company, I found out that my car was set on fire, and caused a big mess about 60 miles.
Black outs suck, I don't remember setting it on fire. Now I have that to deal with, and on top of that I've been feeling really low about my self here lately. I've been cutting almost every day, starving myself, and avoiding people. I have no phone, and the only way that I'm contacting my mom is through facebook.
Also I want to say that I ended up in jail the night my car exploded. and a week before that I drank 2 bottles of evan williams, and called my mom told her that I knocked some girl up. She was pissed, and going to jail fucking topped it off. Not only that they came and took my other car, so I'm carless now, once again.
Stupid shit like this is making me get closer, and closer to suicide. How many times I think about it, how I think about who would show up, and who would stay. I've got fucking problems.
I need help, and help cost's money, and money isn't something I have right now.
-Drew