Cancerdead
Bluelighter
I'm not entirely sure how this works and my friend wasn't a member here at Bluelight but...well anyway. Rachael Anne Ellwell was a close friend of mine for nearly 10 years, she was a bright and caring person who was always there for me when I needed help. Anytime spent with her guaranteed fun and good memories, it didn't matter where we were or what we did, when she was around she brought out the good in all of us. We had an argument a couple of weeks before she passed, I don't remember what is was about nor do I care anymore, but that small and stupid disagreement we had kept me from seeing her before she went. I didn't know how far she had gone with her using and I'll probably always feel as though I should have been there for her like she had for me so many times in the past. She was only 24 years old and passed on september 11th of this year. I know when people pass on that everyone who cared about them likes to say that they were great people, most of the time this is true, and in the case of my friend Rachael this is most definitely true. She was the best of us, and a big part of me and my group of friend died a long wit her. I'll never forget the good times I had with the person I truly loved and cared for. Don't ever let something so stupid and small stand in between the people you love and care for, it's probably been said a million times but you really just never know what could happen.