Had me some 50mg of this, rectally, yesterday afternoon. The burn was hellish, and it felt like chemical burn and I thought "no way am i ever gonna use this stuff again, this is corrosive or something". Well, the pain subsided and gave way to a fairly gentle stimulation, mostly mental in nature, with no noticeable changes in BP and heartrate (I didn't check, just a feeling). 2 friends had the same dose orally. One liked it, one didn't. The one who liked it likes M1 and 4F as well and is no great fan of psychedelics. The one who didn't like it reacted a bit like me... just a mildly heightened sense of awareness with no special feelings, no euphoria, but also no paranoia (albeit a heightened sense of others' paranoia... hm, where does one draw the line..., no dysphoria. I did getmy usual stim-restlessness - where I kinda feel on edge and not grounded and just not calm and peaceful, but pretty analytical. I managed to make this subside in the end with a shot of Absinth at T+4, and that's also when the drug started kicking in properly it seemed. Slow onset, really. Then 3 or 4 more beers were had, and then - typical for me when under the influence of stimulants and alcohol - it seemed like a godo idea to add soem psychedelic. Oh, but what a wholesome experience, and what a relief it was. 15mg 4-AcO-MIPT down the hatch (2 people) and we both enjoyed that, on top of the drinks and the diphenyl-prolinol (ingested at around T+9). At T+12, some 3 timeless colourful hours later, time for sleep.
Been up a couple of hours now, didnt have any real sleep, just a spin'n'snooze where there were so many OEV/CEV that there was little difference between having my eyes open or closed. But a morning walk in the sun has cleared the headache that was there in the morning.
I would flush it down the toilet, but labrat number 3 (who doesn't like psychedelics and enjoys the psycho-cosmetic quality of stims for a superficial sociability I find unwholesome) wants to have further "experiments" using it socially. Too much thinking going on with that stuff, too much edge. regular use surely a recipe for disaster. Dunno how physically healthy it is either ...
Unwholesome stuff, to be sure. Thank God for psychedelics, and nice to know that 9 hours into the experience a tryptamine could provide a gentle breeze of peace.