Hi everyone, this is my first post
I haven’t been doing drugs for a long time, only started using last summer and got pretty addicted to cocaine. I had been taking it for about 5 months, was doing 2-3g a week, taking about 1g each time. my nose would often hurt when i’d stop & sometimes there would be a bit of blood when i’d blow my nose. i haven’t used in a month and have no desire to, i’m doing really well but i’m so scared that i might’ve damaged my nose permanently. i didn’t burn a hole through my septum and my nose looks fine, but i feel like the inside got thinner/weaker and it’s causing me so much anxiety. i don’t know who to talk to, and i’m really struggling with feeling alone. I’m scared that it’s only going to get worse and that my nostrils will collapse. Do any of you have any advice?
I haven’t been doing drugs for a long time, only started using last summer and got pretty addicted to cocaine. I had been taking it for about 5 months, was doing 2-3g a week, taking about 1g each time. my nose would often hurt when i’d stop & sometimes there would be a bit of blood when i’d blow my nose. i haven’t used in a month and have no desire to, i’m doing really well but i’m so scared that i might’ve damaged my nose permanently. i didn’t burn a hole through my septum and my nose looks fine, but i feel like the inside got thinner/weaker and it’s causing me so much anxiety. i don’t know who to talk to, and i’m really struggling with feeling alone. I’m scared that it’s only going to get worse and that my nostrils will collapse. Do any of you have any advice?