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Quick to anger or a slow boil that leads to a big bang?

I carry shit around forever.I can never let anything bad go. Im terrible when it comes to grudges.Only a few know how badly I wanna tell my dad to fuck off for sooo many reasons but every time I get together with him I push it all inside and let it bubble away.Maybe deep down,I like the ignorant attitude that is so very dominant when we hook up.
The ongoing fued between my dad, myself and my dads whore.. whoops I ment fat whore, is the root of all my sadness, pain and anger in its every form.
I rather go fucking skitz once every full moon than get mad all the time.
 
i don't get angry very often, most times i just let things roll over the top of me. i just tend to clam up until the urge to shout and smash stuff passes, then i forget about it.

when i do blow up, i blow big time. but it's in the moment of annoyance, i don't simmer very well, and once i get it off my chest and it's out in the open i forget about it very quickly. most likely if you mention it the next day i won't know what you're talking about.
 
I tend to be upset more than angry, and when i am upset i will write about it in my journals, or call people who are whollly unconnected to the event/person.

Rarely i do tell someone what i am feeling at the appropriate time, but as with all things it is generally too late.

I am she who hesitates, therefore is lost... :\

Oh well... maybe i'll do something about it... later...
 
ive always been the type to bottle up anger and emotions but until last week i wouldnt have said that it culminates in a big bang. i guess i was pretty wrong cause during a routine family brawl in which im usually the quiet one trying to preserve sanity, i sat in my chair silent and bubbled inside till i hit snapping point. i exploded at every family member and lashed out in a way i never have before. it freaked my family out 2 say the least, they're genuinely concerned because they neva thought i was ever capable of producing such a scene and saying the things i said. it may have worked for the best though cause it did a good job of shutting them up and realising how fucking trivial some the shit they argue about is.
 
Grrrr.... I'm a narky one

Depends where I am.

At work, I'm a right little bitch . =D I'm snappy and defensive.... I have no idea why. It's a bad habit and I constantly need to check myself. I think, deep down, it's resentment or boredom.

But generally I'm a slow boiler (read: bunny boiler ;) ). In relationships particularly. Outwardly, I'll smile and say "that's fine" :) But inside, I've usually got a bottle of issues the size of one of those massive bottles of Jim Beam on a swinging stand you buy for 21st's.... and when I let rip, everything from last week's dirty dishes to his suggestive text messages to my friend a few months ago will come pouring out.

It's something I really have to watch, because my mum used to do that and I HATED it. Lately I've been forcing myself to confront things as they arise. It's difficult but worth it, because I've come to realise that bottle of issues seething inside you is only doing harm to YOU. Letting it out might feel good, but it's not fair.
 
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