Snorted 10mg of 2ce, it always seems like when your high on something is when you start to really stop noticing yourself. And notice everyone around you? I feel like "my friends" arent even really there for me you know? Like i feel........ self concious alot. highly and easily emotional although i dont show it in public. this is to much for me to handle. i dont know what to do
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panic in paradise
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^yeah, i would definitely lay off 2ce, and probably any other stimulant or psychedelic.
i began having those, inclinations, after some blotter that i suspect now not to of been LSD but DOM; recalling my own and my acquaintances experiences.
anyway, i kept bashing away at myself with the stuff for a number of years more, but once i did stop with the RC's mushies LSD etc so did my sinking ''suspicions''...i doubt you are losing it haha, but had a view of life from 3rd party type perspective, and gaining that insight, while being realllly high! is not so conducive to further rational...you know?
take it as a wake up call, no trips need be "bad" the same way as how we view our current life situationS. take some time to step back and soak in the thoughts and feelings, find what truly does make sense, and make further sense of it, i mean grow with it.
your friends very doubtfully are contriving behind your back, or 'talking-shit'...but that doesnt mean you should continue arranging an environment for yourself that is troubling, and not productive for you as an individual. not at all, you saw a gleam* of potential, again grow with it.
IDK, it sounds like you didnt disconnect from anything, only began to connect more with yourself.
i began having those, inclinations, after some blotter that i suspect now not to of been LSD but DOM; recalling my own and my acquaintances experiences.
anyway, i kept bashing away at myself with the stuff for a number of years more, but once i did stop with the RC's mushies LSD etc so did my sinking ''suspicions''...i doubt you are losing it haha, but had a view of life from 3rd party type perspective, and gaining that insight, while being realllly high! is not so conducive to further rational...you know?
take it as a wake up call, no trips need be "bad" the same way as how we view our current life situationS. take some time to step back and soak in the thoughts and feelings, find what truly does make sense, and make further sense of it, i mean grow with it.
your friends very doubtfully are contriving behind your back, or 'talking-shit'...but that doesnt mean you should continue arranging an environment for yourself that is troubling, and not productive for you as an individual. not at all, you saw a gleam* of potential, again grow with it.
IDK, it sounds like you didnt disconnect from anything, only began to connect more with yourself.
monkeyemergency
Bluelighter
I agree with PiP, unnecessary use of hallucinogens can exacerbate or cause a whole lot of social paranoia issues that it sounds like you dont need to be dealing with atm. I had the same thing from excessive mushroom consumption.
rangrz
Bluelighter
Lay back on the psychedelics, and lower your dosage in the future if you decide to take them again?
as for right now? Do not take any more psychs/stims/weed. Keep in mind, write it down if you need, but what you are feeling is the effect of a drug. Its some molecules binding to where serotonin normally binds. That's all. It is going to be metabolized and cleared in short order. You are still real, so are your friends, so is the world,\
so are the laws of physics. They didn't go anywhere.
I'd suggest chilling with a friend or two in a room with some decent music and talking with your friends until wears down.
as for right now? Do not take any more psychs/stims/weed. Keep in mind, write it down if you need, but what you are feeling is the effect of a drug. Its some molecules binding to where serotonin normally binds. That's all. It is going to be metabolized and cleared in short order. You are still real, so are your friends, so is the world,\
so are the laws of physics. They didn't go anywhere.
I'd suggest chilling with a friend or two in a room with some decent music and talking with your friends until wears down.