dibbledabble
Greenlighter
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- Jan 26, 2025
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I'm on day 8 of a smoking binge. I will take a big blast, enjoy the rush for about a minute, then the tightness in my chest kicks in. I freak out for about 20 - 40 min, praying, swearing I won't do anymore. Then as soon as the chest pressure subsides I'm loading up another one. I promise myself I'm for sure done after this bag, but that will last a few hours, then I'm buying another bag that lasts 2 days... I used to love to take a big blast, then sit still in the dark w the fan on, or some white noise, perfectly still and just feel the coke flowing through me. I can't do that anymore because when I take a big blast as soon as I sit or lay down the chest pain n pressure is so intense, but if I don't sit down, if I pace back and forth and take shallow breaths the chest pain and tightness don't happen. I can tell it is right there. I'll sit down and immediately it comes on, so I jump up and keep pacing. After about 20 min I can sit and be still without the chest issues kicking in. Does anyone know what is going on with that. Why does sitting or lying down and taking deep breaths causing me to feel the chest pain, but I can hold it off just by staying upright, moving, and taking shallow breaths.