GoldenGate
Greenlighter
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Hi there,
So I know a few people are gonna ask why I don't just take bupe sublingually but lets just say I have my own reasons and I might just switch to sublingual soon anway.
I the meantime I'm curious. I was 1st put on bupe in 2013 for a 256mg per day codeine addiction. I cheated my supervised pharmacist every day and sniffed it instead. My starting dose was only 2mg which makes sense considering the relatively weak effects of codeine.
When I was on 2mg sniffed, I got high as a falcon every day. My energy levels were through the roof and I spent the next 2 years on it learning Russian fluently, exercising 2 hours per day (like a fiend), running 3 half marathons and practicing piano 4 hrs per day. I also had the confidence on it to get a full time supervisor job.
In 2015 I finally came off and then found 2 8mg pills off the streets. I took 4mg straight away (insufflated) and it was one of the most euphoric opiate experiences I've had b4 or since.
About 6 months ago I stated taking Oxycodone, at first about 60mg per day but it very quickly increased to over 200mg per day. I went back to the clinic last month to get put back on bupe and my doc ended up putting me on 12mg - far more than I have ever taken in a day.
And...although I know that the purpose of bupe treatment is not to get high, I am suprised and a bit confused that no matter what I do I can't seem to get any high or much increased energy, even though i'm on a much much higher dose than the 2mg i was on b4.
Now I know a few speculations which could be the answer to this but I'm wondering if any of you experts could help me out and let me know if i'm correct in my assumptions:
1. I hear that less is more with bupe which would explain why 2mg was euphoric and 12mg seems to do nothing
2. Maybe cos I'm putting so much up my nose it's not all getting dissolved properly or something - I have tried taking 8mg sublingual and 4mg sniffed and 6mg sniffed and 6mg sub but pretty much same result. I've also taken the whole 12mg sublingual which was ok but still weaker than the full dose sniffed.
3. Due to the very high amounts of Oxy I was sniffing per day 12mg might not be enough to create those particular effects (pretty sure this is not the case)
Im not gonna lie - I am dissapointed. As I've said I am aware that the purpose is not to get high, but I would like that energy back so I can get right back into my activies (I was super fit when on 2mg and now I can't even run 2 miles even when on 12mg.) Also due to the lack of high I find myself craving everything else all day and am taking more benzos, pregabs, coke, mcat and in particular alcohol just for the boredom wheras on 2mg I didn't take anything else for 2 years even when on 0.4mg at the end.
So this is mostly a curiosity question I think. Would it help if I racked up much smaller lines and sniffed a small line up each nostril every 20 - 30 mins? As I said I'm thinking of just switching to sublingual, although I am mildly afraid that I might go into w/ds cos I have been sniffing it for 2 weeks.
Any help and just interesting information (cos drugs do fascinate me) would be much appreciated,
Thanks,
GG
So I know a few people are gonna ask why I don't just take bupe sublingually but lets just say I have my own reasons and I might just switch to sublingual soon anway.
I the meantime I'm curious. I was 1st put on bupe in 2013 for a 256mg per day codeine addiction. I cheated my supervised pharmacist every day and sniffed it instead. My starting dose was only 2mg which makes sense considering the relatively weak effects of codeine.
When I was on 2mg sniffed, I got high as a falcon every day. My energy levels were through the roof and I spent the next 2 years on it learning Russian fluently, exercising 2 hours per day (like a fiend), running 3 half marathons and practicing piano 4 hrs per day. I also had the confidence on it to get a full time supervisor job.
In 2015 I finally came off and then found 2 8mg pills off the streets. I took 4mg straight away (insufflated) and it was one of the most euphoric opiate experiences I've had b4 or since.
About 6 months ago I stated taking Oxycodone, at first about 60mg per day but it very quickly increased to over 200mg per day. I went back to the clinic last month to get put back on bupe and my doc ended up putting me on 12mg - far more than I have ever taken in a day.
And...although I know that the purpose of bupe treatment is not to get high, I am suprised and a bit confused that no matter what I do I can't seem to get any high or much increased energy, even though i'm on a much much higher dose than the 2mg i was on b4.
Now I know a few speculations which could be the answer to this but I'm wondering if any of you experts could help me out and let me know if i'm correct in my assumptions:
1. I hear that less is more with bupe which would explain why 2mg was euphoric and 12mg seems to do nothing
2. Maybe cos I'm putting so much up my nose it's not all getting dissolved properly or something - I have tried taking 8mg sublingual and 4mg sniffed and 6mg sniffed and 6mg sub but pretty much same result. I've also taken the whole 12mg sublingual which was ok but still weaker than the full dose sniffed.
3. Due to the very high amounts of Oxy I was sniffing per day 12mg might not be enough to create those particular effects (pretty sure this is not the case)
Im not gonna lie - I am dissapointed. As I've said I am aware that the purpose is not to get high, but I would like that energy back so I can get right back into my activies (I was super fit when on 2mg and now I can't even run 2 miles even when on 12mg.) Also due to the lack of high I find myself craving everything else all day and am taking more benzos, pregabs, coke, mcat and in particular alcohol just for the boredom wheras on 2mg I didn't take anything else for 2 years even when on 0.4mg at the end.
So this is mostly a curiosity question I think. Would it help if I racked up much smaller lines and sniffed a small line up each nostril every 20 - 30 mins? As I said I'm thinking of just switching to sublingual, although I am mildly afraid that I might go into w/ds cos I have been sniffing it for 2 weeks.
Any help and just interesting information (cos drugs do fascinate me) would be much appreciated,
Thanks,
GG