ObieWan
Bluelighter
I often take clonazepam or alprazolam to help me sleep, though my sleep has been better so I'm using them less. I take anywhere from 0.25 to 1.5mg of either one, maybe a few times a week at night. I've gotten these because they are the cheapest and most accessible to me. Even 2mg of alprazolam only keeps me asleep for a few hours. Just for the heck of it I purchased 20 lorazepam 2.5mg and I took one at night and I couldn't believe how good a single dose felt, even better than the first few times I tried xanax. It was warm, fuzzy, euphoric, and I slept great, better than with Ambien. I have tolerance to these drugs but I'm not dependant on them. I often hear of Lorazepam rated very low as a benzo user's favorite drug. I don't even need 2 pills. I wonder how they scale in mg strength compared to alprazolam?
Did this feel so good and work so well simply because the drug is new to my body, or does it seem preferable to me because of the way my body metabolizes the drug or my benzo receptors like it better? I used to love benzos, now the only time I ever think about them is if it's 3am and I can't sleep or I've woken up and I can't sleep. They are not fun anymore. It's 3pm now and I'd love to take one, but a benzo habit creeps up quick, so I'm not.
Did this feel so good and work so well simply because the drug is new to my body, or does it seem preferable to me because of the way my body metabolizes the drug or my benzo receptors like it better? I used to love benzos, now the only time I ever think about them is if it's 3am and I can't sleep or I've woken up and I can't sleep. They are not fun anymore. It's 3pm now and I'd love to take one, but a benzo habit creeps up quick, so I'm not.