2. Was the first time you tried Herion fuken unreal, or did it still take you a few times to really enjoy the stuff?
unreal? not exactly. but god i loved it. i puked, like poeple do, and i just loved it. i think one of the first times i was doing it, i puked on ~*JungleFaeire*~ as i rushed out of the room, which im sure she was a big, big fan of.
i fought and fought with an addict to let me try some of hers for so long she finally gave in a bought me a bag...
she was afarid that i would become dependent on it, which i did, but i in no way blame her for it or think ill of her
the first time i got it i railed it, as any first timer should do
i sat there on the phone talking to a friend until i felt this euphoria gripping my body surging from a spot deep inside outwards and then over me to envelop me...
i believe that it will never be like that again- that new feeling, the uncertianity and the awesomeness, not like "totally tubular awesome" but the real sence of awe, that i felt.
this was very good, strong, philadelphia smack
ive had better hits in other ways, but i feel like ive searched for the feeling of the first time and it is something i could never capture again no matter how good the h was or how much i did
not everyone does feel this, some poeple feel nothing, little or short highs
my first time wasnt long, in fact the first few times werent
now if you ask about the first time i banged it-
someone injected me and i sat there, i hadnt done it in weeks and i was trying to stay clean but ohhh, i knew this was a chance i could not pass up...
i sat and i waited, and wondered just how clean that needle was because im a dumbass....
then shorty after the needle was out... not instatanous, but within the first minute or so
and then these fingers of pure light, pleasure and warmth started to crawl up the back of my neck and travel up and over my brian... and down my face... continuing to course throughout my body... and i just fell back onto the sofa
i had a pretty large tolerance from the beginging always doing bigger bumps and later lines then my friends, and i didnt cut up what i wanted this time so the high wasnt too long
but it was damn effing good