Hello my fellow Bluelighters!!
So I have 2 questions that Ill hopefully get answered
Sorry its a longer one, but a lot of info in it.
In case it matters, Im a 21 year old healthy female. Dont take drugs daily (except caffeine if thats counted as one!! Lmao.) Drugs of choice (in order) are adderall, alcohol, Percocet, cocaine. Pharmaceuticals over street drugs anyday
So I noticed something that no one has an explanation for, and I have searched far and wide and havent found anything regarding it. Its about Meth and Adderall.. Ive used adderall wayyyy to many times to count (have a script), and have only used meth 4 times (4 times too many.)
Anyways, I LOVE adderall. Like, a lot. Like I said, I have a script for it but try to take it only 2-3 times a week, and keeping the doses under 105mg to avoid major tolerance from forming. Every time I take adderall, I get MAJOR euphoria and very noticeable effects.. super energetic, motivated, beyond happy, very sociable and very chatty, super outgoing, intense feelings of love, super self confident, etc. I never get anxiety, depression, or negative feelings/symptoms.
However, EVERY TIME I do meth, I HATE it. I dont even know why Ive done it more then once tbh. It usually boils down to being super drunk and stupid, or at a party/social setting and dont have adderall/other drugs I like, but meth is readily available. Yes yes... Im stupid. But I really dont plan on doing it anymore.
Every time I do meth (smoked), it makes me feel the exact opposite of adderall.. I get absolutely NO rush or even the slightest bit of euphoria. I can sit there and smoke hit after hit, and nothing. It just makes me want to be by myself, in a room, with no human interaction. It makes me super reclusive, gives me negative thoughts/outlooks, and ALWAYS gives me anxiety. Like I cant stop obsessing over my heart rate (which is always high af.. another thing adderall barely does, and when it does increase HR its only by a little), and I cant stop thinking about me suddenly dying from the meth use. Not to mention the intense feelings of disgust, shame, and guilt. It gives me no good feelings... except slight energy boost, but its internal energy. And thats even rare to experience. I can even SLEEP AND EAT on this shit!!! Something thats IMPOSSIBLE to do on adderall.
I mean Im definitely not mad I feel this way, cause every time I do it I just get pissed and ask myself why the hell I did that to myself. So Im actually very grateful!!
I just dont get how I LOVE adderall, and how it makes me feel fucking fantastic, but meth makes me feel absolutely horrible and dead inside. Isnt meth supposed to be ALOT stronger then adderall?? Isnt that like the king of Amphetamines?? The heroin of uppers? I just dont understand it. And no one else can come up with an explanation or theory on this. Ive used different meth from different people.. all super high quality, but all with the same outcome.
Does anyone have any theories/thoughts/explanations?
And 2nd question, does meth increase adderall tolerance, being theyre both Amphetamines? I did meth 2 days in a row, with yesterday morning (6AM) being the last dose. The amount I did was light use. Definitely less then 10 total hits, spaced out between 2 days.
Today (5PM) I popped adderall, got up to 120mg, and dont feel the amazing high I wouldve got last week. I did the usual routine... Tums, then 30ish mins later took 30mg addy on empty stomach, followed by energy drink. Then another 30mg 2-4 hours later, so on and so forth. Lots of water, coffee, and got good night sleep last night. So idk if the meth made my tolerance go way up, or if its cause I did adderall 11 hours after last meth dose. I also took 10mg of Valium with gabapentin last night, could that be it?
If it does increase tolerance, how can I lower it? I plan on going 2 weeks with no amphetamine use after tonight. Any thing else I can do to help lower it? Ive read a couple things, but its all conflicting.
Thanks im advance, and sorry for the long ass post
Sincerely,
your amped up YouTuber and model whos incognito ��
So I have 2 questions that Ill hopefully get answered

Sorry its a longer one, but a lot of info in it.
In case it matters, Im a 21 year old healthy female. Dont take drugs daily (except caffeine if thats counted as one!! Lmao.) Drugs of choice (in order) are adderall, alcohol, Percocet, cocaine. Pharmaceuticals over street drugs anyday

So I noticed something that no one has an explanation for, and I have searched far and wide and havent found anything regarding it. Its about Meth and Adderall.. Ive used adderall wayyyy to many times to count (have a script), and have only used meth 4 times (4 times too many.)
Anyways, I LOVE adderall. Like, a lot. Like I said, I have a script for it but try to take it only 2-3 times a week, and keeping the doses under 105mg to avoid major tolerance from forming. Every time I take adderall, I get MAJOR euphoria and very noticeable effects.. super energetic, motivated, beyond happy, very sociable and very chatty, super outgoing, intense feelings of love, super self confident, etc. I never get anxiety, depression, or negative feelings/symptoms.
However, EVERY TIME I do meth, I HATE it. I dont even know why Ive done it more then once tbh. It usually boils down to being super drunk and stupid, or at a party/social setting and dont have adderall/other drugs I like, but meth is readily available. Yes yes... Im stupid. But I really dont plan on doing it anymore.
Every time I do meth (smoked), it makes me feel the exact opposite of adderall.. I get absolutely NO rush or even the slightest bit of euphoria. I can sit there and smoke hit after hit, and nothing. It just makes me want to be by myself, in a room, with no human interaction. It makes me super reclusive, gives me negative thoughts/outlooks, and ALWAYS gives me anxiety. Like I cant stop obsessing over my heart rate (which is always high af.. another thing adderall barely does, and when it does increase HR its only by a little), and I cant stop thinking about me suddenly dying from the meth use. Not to mention the intense feelings of disgust, shame, and guilt. It gives me no good feelings... except slight energy boost, but its internal energy. And thats even rare to experience. I can even SLEEP AND EAT on this shit!!! Something thats IMPOSSIBLE to do on adderall.
I mean Im definitely not mad I feel this way, cause every time I do it I just get pissed and ask myself why the hell I did that to myself. So Im actually very grateful!!
I just dont get how I LOVE adderall, and how it makes me feel fucking fantastic, but meth makes me feel absolutely horrible and dead inside. Isnt meth supposed to be ALOT stronger then adderall?? Isnt that like the king of Amphetamines?? The heroin of uppers? I just dont understand it. And no one else can come up with an explanation or theory on this. Ive used different meth from different people.. all super high quality, but all with the same outcome.
Does anyone have any theories/thoughts/explanations?
And 2nd question, does meth increase adderall tolerance, being theyre both Amphetamines? I did meth 2 days in a row, with yesterday morning (6AM) being the last dose. The amount I did was light use. Definitely less then 10 total hits, spaced out between 2 days.
Today (5PM) I popped adderall, got up to 120mg, and dont feel the amazing high I wouldve got last week. I did the usual routine... Tums, then 30ish mins later took 30mg addy on empty stomach, followed by energy drink. Then another 30mg 2-4 hours later, so on and so forth. Lots of water, coffee, and got good night sleep last night. So idk if the meth made my tolerance go way up, or if its cause I did adderall 11 hours after last meth dose. I also took 10mg of Valium with gabapentin last night, could that be it?
If it does increase tolerance, how can I lower it? I plan on going 2 weeks with no amphetamine use after tonight. Any thing else I can do to help lower it? Ive read a couple things, but its all conflicting.
Thanks im advance, and sorry for the long ass post

Sincerely,
your amped up YouTuber and model whos incognito ��
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