I've noticed that within the groups of people I use drugs with, people who are heavy drug users use in two types of ways. Most of them get high and say high all the time. They save their drugs and ration them out accordingly. Me on the other hand, (I haven't met very many people like me in this aspect) I go on binges. I've always though of myself as a "Binge Artist". I tend to be the one with the outlandish amount of drugs consumed back to back yet I have no problem getting straight by Monday and staying straight till Friday. The people around me on the other hand, have an intense fear of coming down. I have friends and drug buddies, or druddies, who are never sober ever. Years without a single day of sobriety. I can't hold onto drugs. If I have them I'll take them right then and there or keep burning them till I run out, but once they're gone I can hold off on getting more for days. I guess this is just the way I am, but I'm glad I'm not like my friends who can't not be high. I believe (I may be totally wrong) that binges with time to recuperate in between are less damaging to my mind and body than being less high but high 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year.