pushing on

[harraser]

Pushing on through the days
Somehow
"I cant bare this day alone"
But when noones got the time
To be there for you when you need it
And you simply have no choice
You somehow find the strength
To bare the pain.
For another minute
Another hour
Another day
Keep running up the phone bill
By calling freinds
Who are all too busy
To lend an ear.
Keep searching for someone,
Anyone
Who can distract you for just a little while,
Give you something to think about
Other than this cycle of frustration
That your thoughts have been running through,
Digging your hole that much deeper
With every repetition.
Until one day you reach a point
Where theres only two choices left.
Climb out of the hole and leave the pain behind
Or cave in the sides
Of the grave youve been digging,
Bury yourself,
Succumb to the pain
And die.

 

[Tarsarlan]

*unravels a rope ladder down the side of the hole*
No-one needs to do it unassisted

 

[Dj Axiom]

I feel what you're sayin man. I wish I had your talent with words. I've just had to make that decision you described, you hit the nail on the head in the whole situation.

 

[+*DrEamEnStaR*+]

jeez i couldnt have said it better than what i am feeling...i understand your words- i relate to it very well.......just trying to get over depression.very well said

 

[runawaygrrrl]

i love your words...

 

[SexayRaverHere]

^^^So do I! *sigh*

 

[TecknoticDream]

Ant me wuvs ya!n ur writing ::hugs:: n if ya eva eva eva need n e one to talk to....you got my email addy hun
[ 16 March 2002: Message edited by: TecknoticDream ]

 

[harraser]

Sarah and Tars: I climbed outta my hole a long time ago just every now and then I get filled with this masochistic nostalgia that urges me to revisit things that caused me pain in the past. so dont stress guys alls well in the world of Harraser but thanks for careing.*hugs*