pushed to far and broken one time too many.

[psynce of sound]

How many mg of oxycodone and olanzapine would kill a person?
I'm not seeking attention or crying for help. I want it over and cba with another botched attempt. I will keep attempting to do it oncce I'm out of hospital if I fail.
So any advice of doses are requested.

 

[weekend addiction]

No body is gonna tell you what to do. I tried to OD many times bro. I'm glad I'm still alive. My life is still pretty shitty I ride a fucking bicycle everywhere I'm in debt and I need a second job, also overweight, addicted to alcohol, lotta bad shit really. But ya know I still get to keep going and I still have some pretty damn good days sometimes. So I'm glad I didn't OD>

 

[psynce of sound]

I've been close to death before. I'm sick of being abused, having my partner make me out to be a horrid person to all my friends. Forcing themselves onto me sexual and the screamed at when I don't enjoy it. He won't leave me when I try to break up and can't leave because I have no family or friends (because of him)

 

[psynce of sound]

I don't even know why I'm asking strangers for help. I guess deep down I don't do this I really see no other option. Everything I have tried all possible options.

Please someone help. How do I get out this situation? I have no one to help and doctors won't take me believe me.

 

[Cdkman]

What is your living situation? Are u employed? That could tell a lot about your course of action..u can make new friends, u can find a new significant other, u can get your self esteem back but u will not get your life back..I hope u are feeling better

 

[Moreaux]

I think you should contact your local women's shelter. If you partner is forcing himself on you, that's rape and it's abuse, and you need to go somewhere safe. They can help you get back on you feet and lead an independent life.

Also, why do you say you have no family to turn to, does he prevent you from communicating? Are they in your local area? You said you have no family because of him, is there any way you get get away from him long enough to contact them and explain your situation - ask them for help?

 

[psynce of sound]

I'm gay sorry not making it obvious. It's okay though.
With my family it's more like they've given. Everyone else has stop contactinh me because he has made me out to beat him and use needles to use drugs.
I want to speak to someone in professional factor but my anxiety makes it hard to verbally discuss my situation. What I can dohe sweet talks them so it appears I'm abusing
Sorry for the poor wording. I've downed 160 mg oxycodone.

 

[Moreaux]

I'm gay sorry not making it obvious. It's okay though.
With my family it's more like they've given. Everyone else has stop contactinh me because he has made me out to beat him and use needles to use drugs.
I want to speak to someone in professional factor but my anxiety makes it hard to verbally discuss my situation. What I can dohe sweet talks them so it appears I'm abusing
Sorry for the poor wording. I've downed 160 mg oxycodone.

You can call the women's shelter and they should be able to put you in contact with resources to help you get out of your situation. You are still dealing with rape and abuse, which is unacceptable.

If you have difficulty speaking to a professional because of anxiety write it down. Either make a list of discussion points and discuss it, or literally write everything down and have them read it. I have done both and both work.

Please be careful!

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

I don't want to live either. I'm isolated in my little bubble, no friends, no nothing. I drink and take pills to ease the pain when I can. There are new research Chems that are killing people left and right so when I get serious about leaving this shitty existence, I will die on one of those hopefully. This life is fucking stupid and either you're strong enough or you're not.